Unmotivated

This morning has been tough… I did not feel like going to school today, so I am just sitting at home feeling VERY unmotivated. I thought I would post on here incase anyone else is experiencing the same (or similar) things as me. Remember that it is totally okay to take a day off, and just just focus on yourself! If all you do today is sit on the couch, I am still proud of you! You’re doing amazing :) #Depression #Unmotivated

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Not gonna lie, but I’ve felt pretty exhausted for the past few months. I developed Muscular Dysphonia and my fiancé got a diagnosis of stage 2 Thyroid Cancer. So, we’ve been bouncing around from doctor to doctor. Sometimes not even being able to get ahold of doctors. It’s been exhausting. No amount of sleep will help. We have both settled into a depression that we can’t seem to pull out of. We have our good days, but then we just fall right back down our respective rabbit holes. It seems like I can’t get a grip. There isn’t a ladder that can reach down far enough to pull me out of this. I feel stuck, and work just keeps trying to pile more onto my already cracking china plate. Words of encouragement are nice, but I feel like they just bounce right off of me. I can’t go to therapy because I can’t talk due to the dysphonia. I’ve waited two weeks to hear from a speech therapist. Two phone calls, six transfers, a voicemail, and one call back later; I finally have an appointment…in two weeks…It just seems like life is like. “Oh, that doesn’t seem like enough. Let’s throw another curve ball at her!” And it does. And my china plate cracks a bit more. #Depression #exhausted #Drained #Unmotivated

Just lost my job that u actually enjoyed (for the most part). Had to take 2 weeks off due to stress/anxiety, and when I was ready to come back - they "reorganized" and I was surplus to requirements.

No idea what I'm going to do. Not enjoying anything and kind of in a don't give af area in my head

I’m feeling super unmotivated these past two weeks. I got invited to go to one my friends house to watch church and hang out with the sisters but I’m honestly thinking about cancelling. I want to keep my job but I don’t know how to drive and don’t know when I will be learning and catching public transportation and going to work has been super hard on my health lately and it’s not getting any better (my health declines more and more every week it seems like). I decided to stay home from work today. I’ve been catching rides (Uber) but I can’t keep up with spending 25+ dollars everyday to get back and forth to work and save money it’s impossible. I need some advice, encouragement, anything. I could quit my job and go back to unemployment and save and pay for my insurance that way or I could find a new job, but I don’t want anything that would be straineous but also pays well. Somebody help please 🤦🏾‍♀️ #Anxiety #Depression #Unmotivated #Feelingsorryformyself #confused #Undiagnosed

I have a job that I just don’t feel connected to. I know a lot of people don’t, jobs are just a means to an end. However, it’s important to me that I feel what I am doing is worthwhile. I actually work in Social Services but I’m not doing anything that excites me. I am not sure if this is depression or the job. For a minute my job gave me a project to work on that kept me busy and stressed from the moment I arrived and I loved it. I adjusted and created a plan to deal with the workload and then they hired someone else to do it. So now I am back to watching the clock. I don’t think I’m depressed, I think I’m bored and feel stifled. I want to live life on my own terms and have adventures with people I love. That can’t be too much to ask for. Not depressed, discontent. #venting #Job #Unmotivated #Depression

I feel like this year has been a massive fail on my side and that I've got no achievements over the past 12 months. I've been stuck in the house more days than I can count this year and majority of the time I've been at my desk thinking about all the things I could be doing but being unable to actually do it. I need a more positive outlook on this year but I feel like it's too late. I hope next year is better and I can go out more because the loneliness is eating me alive!!
#lonely #Unmotivated

I no longer feel creative. I’m considering selling my camera, lenses and every single thing to do with this “hobby” as someone called it because I know I’ve lost the feeling for it. I don’t think it will return. Aunt Anhedonia is here to stay and I have no interest anymore. #Depression #anhedonia #selfsoubt #Unmotivated

Tomorrow I will pretend I’m ok and go out of the house to see people. #self -motivation