aloneinmymind

In the last few days, I've been feeling a wide range of emotions. Mainly because of my pushing people away. As much as I want to approach some that I've pushed away and apologize for my distant behavior, but I feel like the damage is beyond repair. I even feel like I should just give it all up. I unwittingly projected my fear of abandonment and other issues onto others and now I believe that I don't deserve forgiveness. Maybe it is better that I've been left behind and not expect anything more. #FearOfAbandonment #imsorry #Emotions #Sadness #aloneinlife #Pushingaway #Fear #silence #aloneinmymind

worst thing is only feeling comfortable in toxic, depressed, anxiety inducing environments. Just quit my job and destroyed me. yet my Instant reaction is to take back my resignation. I already miss not seeing coworkers messages comeing up or even being apart of there success and it’s like those things arnt gone yet but I already miss them. I hate that, I hate that I feel I’m only worth something when I’m there. Dosent matter if I’m treated like gold or shit, I desire that place.

the worst is that I recognize it, do something about it, and then go back into a depressive espisode because I’m trying to change it. it’s the worst cycle ever.

I think it’s because I’m starting to see all the ways I have failed myself and others

#Depression #PersistentDepressiveDisorder #Workplace #Sadness #help #alone #aloneinmymind

I finished my partial hospitalization therapy a couple weeks ago; and today I’m feeling I’m in a major backslide. I’ve almost lost it and cried 3 different times at work. I feel alone all over again. I thought I had moved past this and built up a good network, but I really don’t feel I can turn to anyone at this point. I’m struggling #struggling #Regression #Depression #Anxiety #aloneinmymind

I just feel so alone 😔 and nobody is really in my corner. I’m fighting this alone. Nothing new though #aloneinmymind #HurtingSoBad #helpless

Hey guys. I have been having a hard time lately. My depression and anxiety are trying to get the best of me. I was recently in a toxic relationship and I think I’m experiencing ptsd from it and just keep replaying things over and over in my mind. I know I need to find a job soon, it’s just been very hard to get motivated. I think I’m lonely. Please check in with me.

I always think to myself what’s the point of life or what’s the point of trying when nothings gonna change its hard watching life go by without a smile on your face i know everybody has Trials and tribulations but no everybody is going through depression or thinking about how to end their life i just need friends to talk to on a daily basis that have the same issues every day

Thanks and who knows maybe ill meet the one who knows
Gabriella

I always feel like I’m alone. My life is overwhelming right now. I have a hard time reaching out and talking to people. As painful as it is to be alone it’s more comfortable than talking to people. Out of the blue a friend called. He said it was ok to cry. He said he cared about me. He gave me hope that I can find my way out of the dark.
#Sadness #aloneinmymind #AloneTogether #Depression #Anxiety #gratefultoday #Friendship