Due to my #Mania being the worst its ever been. I go through 3 doctors in as many months. Finally we decide to stop the #cymbalta. I wasn’t even taking it very long, and as I tapered I felt no withdrawal symptoms at all. Taking the last dose I thought I lucked out. But then suddenly the worst #Anxiety I’ve ever had. The next afternoon sitting at my desk at work. crippling anxiety turning to #panic. Closed the door sobbing like a child. My boss knocks and sees I’m a mess and closes the door. So much for keeping that away from work. I’m having all of the worst symptoms.
I’m fighting with many of my closest friends. The anxiety, #Depression, horrible #Brainzaps make it hard to concentrate or drive. Not to mention the weird dreams, #Nightmares, and repetitive uncharacteristic thoughts that haunt me and make me scared to be alone.
If I knew it was like this I never would have started. All it did was make everything worse. Saying I’m so tired of this medication merry-go-round, doesn’t begin cover how I feel about the more then monthly med checks for over 15 years that lead nowhere. Ugh!!!