Court

I have made several posts about the situation with my son so I won’t explain that again. On February 25th we go to court to remove him as my guardian. I have petitioned the court to let me be my own guardian again. Even with the complications from my current struggles with insomnia, I am capable of making sound decisions for myself. My morals and values are intact. I am very anxious to get this over with.

Speaking of the insomnia - I sleep less than 3 hours per 24. At least 2-3 nights a week I don’t even get into bed. I am following a healthy sleep guide that says bed only when sleepy. I started having bizarre episodes where my whole body jumps as if I was startled awake - but I was not sleeping in the first place. When I ran it by my PCP and now also my Psychiatrist, they both mentioned researching microsleeps. According to my research, they start when you are so sleep deprived that your organs are in danger of damage and/or failure. The human body needs to go into regular sleep cycles to rejuvenate all of the body systems regularly. I am going to be started on a new sleeping med called Belsomra when the prior authorization goes through.

I have also started to take some food extracts to assist meds I am already taking. Replace deficiencies revealed in blood work. And hopefully replace some prescription meds. I take 127 prescribed pills every day! The only thing both doctors asked is that #1 I only start 1 new extract a week. And #2 I notify each of them when I start something new so they can help track any side effects and/or benefits.

I have so many physical and mental health based dxs that I need to address. Doing it one at a time with single ingredient extracts when possible. With my autoimmune disorders, it can cause a different reaction or need a higher dose to accomplish anything. I am being careful and checking with my care team before I even purchase any extracts. The way I am doing this is very expensive. But how can I put a limit on my health and even my existence. I need to find some sort of quality of life- something I don’t think I have ever had. Anyway, this is the direction I have chosen at this time. I hope and pray for positive effects.

Those are the major updates I have to offer at this point in time… #Insomnia #MajorDepression #foodextracts #Court #microsleeps #Sleepmed #Guardianship #autoimmunedisorders #sounddecisions #organrisk #consultdoctor #Update #numerousdiagnoses #physicalhealth #MentalHealth #PTSDSupportAndRecovery #healthysleephygiene

#Disability #Court #Attorney I can't afford an attorney. The last time I want to court I was a mess. Unrepresented and alone. I have no family here and at the time had been firmly isolated by him. I know he wanted me to run from the state and leave my son. I didn't. I fought and paved a way to stay here. Despite being left with nothing after 10 years of marriage. I kid you not. The judge and my attorney gave me nothing. I just need to document this happens. It happened to me. Now I go back. Alone. For my son. I know I can. Yet why do the least powerful always have to fight the bullies?

I was just served #Court documents from his #Attorney that he is NOW coming after MY (our) #ChildrenWithSpecialNeeds that he #Abandoned when he left me for a married pregnant woman, a completely other #Family with NO warning, after 14 years of #Marriage . Our #Divorce was final Summer of 2016. He signed away all rights. He isn’t ill in anyway. He wanted his precious freedom away from #Seizures #AspergersSyndrome #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety and #Depression . HE DID NOT CARE. UNTIL NOW THAT HE HAS A DIFFERENT, BARRON 50 yo WIFE THAT WANTS MY CHILDREN. Lord, give me strength to #fight this and the #money needed! He wants to take away our care! I’ve never felt so ashamed of giving them him as a father as I have at this moment. #Probono #Attorney #Florida

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i don’t know if I’m ready to face this.. I’m so anxious I was crying last night.. I feel so alone and scared. My biggest fear is my ptsd. I can’t re-live this accident again... mum says she’s got this but idk if I’ve got this... #PTSD #BPD #CarAccident #Court