Anyone else get dizzy trying to keep up with all your maladies ?
Hi, I'm new to this particular group ☺. I'm maxxing out with this body 'O mine !
TRDepression, BPD, arthritis, chronic illness, chronic pain, CPSTD, OAB, movement disorder, nausea, headaches, limping becuz need knee replacement. (grieving at not being able to go on a walk. That was my sanity. arrgh )
Ok, go strech and weights instead. oooph, back pain and spine on fire. Need magnesium.
Wait, not supposed to have that with the other med taking for chronic illness.. No supplements they said. omg ok. No tumeric either.. ok. Warm shower then.
This med is powerful....side effects. Migraines,,,how many ibubrofen can you take in 24hrs?.. ..ok...wait,,,now the nausea,,,oooph, doubled over,,running for saltines...with cold pack to forehead. This looks ridiculous. Did it stop ? No. Can't take zofran. Ok. Angry, emotional, want to smash something.
Not a good idea, so gotta calm down....benadryl ? Ok.
Having movements..... Where is that medication...
All is giving much brain fog. Can't think clearly.... Where am I here. omg ....Depression hitting hard. Ouch. Don't wanna be here anymore. Yes I do, just want to feel some happiness.
Ok, need more anti depressant. Gotta get new thing dr. suggested from pharm. then. An anti-seizure med for depression ? Ok. Hope it works. stop taking if I get a rash and some other things.... A rash ?? More possible side effects...trying to treat one problem, can cause more. This is driving me nuts.
Itching. Why am I itching ? Whole body hurts, physically and mentally. Want to be healthy, normal (er). Wish I could hike. Can't. In bed with illness. Use radical acceptance. Journal out frustration.
Thoughts. Thinking, pondering. My life. Life at all. Wish I could turn my mind OFF. Where is a pill for that lol ? hmmph.
Gotta get to sleep. Wake up 5 times a nite becuz of oab so only Tiny sips of water. Think I took 5 different things last nite trying to counter-act insomnia caused by powerful med. How is that possible, what would knock out someone else...I'm wide awake ? I GoT to sleep tho. Only break from this circus.
Use radical acceptance. Read. Ok. Turn on noise machine to drown out roomate's movements. Thin walls. God, being an HSP drives me nuts. Ahhhhh!!🤓🙃😟☺
Glad to be here. That's my rant ! Arrggh. Thanks !!!!
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