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#chronic illness #chronic pain #Anxiety #Depression #many more Hello Mighty Peeps. Wow, my last 24 hours has been just about more than I have been able to handle. Like all of you I am already struggling daily. *Another one of my family members has disowned me because I mentioned a certain person in our last phone call. Blocked me from EVERYTHING. *I had an email argument with the Abilities Council when I called them out for lying to me. *Yesterday afternoon two of my neighbours (I live in a seniors building) ran me right into the ground, b*tch*ing about me; all lies, all wrong, even ridiculous (I am not trying to break the shared washer by doing 32 loads of laundry a month), but nasty and evil. Guessed they didn't know I could hear them so I recorded them, ha.*I received a letter for a specialist appointment for early morning when I specifically stated, twice, that I need an afternoon appointment due to disabilities, the fact that I need time to get to the city, and I need a driver which is easier to find in the afternoon. What did they do... gave me and early appt. I called to reschedule, listened to a voice message, the place is closed for the next 2 weeks. *Someone I know, not close, just passed away. *Please make it stop!!!! is my only thought. Trying to work my way out...

#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder

#CerebralPalsy

Thursday started out like any other typical day. I got up did my daily routine and went to Physical Therapy Jaclyn said to me you know Holly you are one amazing person. You have a great attitude when it comes to your Cerebral Palsy you never let it get you down. Then Jaclyn and I proceeded to do our normal Physical Therapy routine and toward the end of our session we were doing our sit to stands on the Mat and I stood up all by myself without any assistance from Jaclyn and she saw me do this and she said HOLLY how long has it been since you were able to do that on your own and I looked at her and said I haven't been able to do that in at least two years that truly was my moment of glory as far as my Cerebral Palsy is concerned because I truly never thought that I would gain that ability back. I''m coming back my friends and that is how I picture many firsts with my Cerebral Palsy happening again.

#many of us have Chronic pain. This shouldn't be confused with other's who are I'll. The two are on completely different. I am disabled due to a spinal injury. At one time I could work, drive, socialize, and be active. All that ended for me for sometime ago. The highlight of my week will be going to the Dr's office or going to store with my daughter in law. A far cry from what I had used to do. I am on medication for pain. This in itself is a problem as family, friends, and other's who make us self-conscious either from taking medications we need to be able to function daily and not in unrelenting pain. Chronic pain is isolating which bring upon other problems. Chronic pain is not a disease it is a condition. I just feel very strongly about this clarification of the difference.