narcissist

Well it's finally official.... I have the diagnosis of #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder and #AvoidantPersonalityDisorder . I've told 2 friends so far, but not my husband. He's self-admittedly "extremely judgemental" and very quick to make those judgements. I don't think he'll believe me, especially since recently he doesn't believe anything I say.... not even my food preferences.
I've asked him to join a few of my therapy sessions, to learn about me, but it's been a couple weeks and no response still. I've only come to realize that he's a #narcissist in the last year. But since my diagnosis, my therapist is now unsure if he should join us at all.
I don't know what to do and home life is pretty friggin hostile. #MajorDepressiveDisorder #TreatmentresistantDepression #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SocialAnxiety #possiblyBipolar #waitingforautismtesting