After a long #Night of staying up - Gracie's finally hitting the sack & catching a few Zzzzzzz's......ill have to use all I have to #push myself to try to push myself to get ready for my #Psychiatric appt......man, I wish I was Gracie!!! ...She's got her run of the "house" (apartment)...&nearly #always gets her way!!!! She's got me trained well. Totally !!!!🐱😹😹😹but way a #Joy she is!!! #Love my "Gracie-Waisie"💕💕💕🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾
#Depression , #Anxiety , #MentalHealth , #selfdiagnosed , #push , #Medication , #Admission , #helpneeded , #helpless, #SocialAnxiety, #ObsessiveCompulsivePersonalityDisorder
#frustrate #frustrated #frustrating
I seldom walk anymore. Multiple Sclerosis has made my legs so incredibly heavy and spastic that even the thought, much less the actual act, of walking brings fatigue on in full force. However, feeling quite 'adventurous' - after a non-harmful fall no doubt - once I got myself together, I took about 2 1\2 - 3 steps to get back to my #lift chair. A #struggle it was indeed, but I was incredibly pleased with myself as I heavily plopped into my chair. The euphoric and prideful moment was short lived once my son pummeled me with his words down the tunnel of the three F's... He managed to #frustrate me by telling me that I should push myself to do it more often. I was so #frustrated because I fight everyday with this #chronic #degenerative #Disease to #endure pain and challenges in addition to completing the smallest of #tasks he doesn't even understand. How #frustrating it is to receive "encouragement" in the form of telling me, in the midst of one huge ball of #struggle to #push myself when that's all I do... #every single day! Btw, I'm still proud of my " #MS struggle steps"! ;-)
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