Agoraphobia

I just turned 38 yrs old & I've never felt & been so misunderstood. I'm disabled, single, an exquisite cat mom, who is a collector of 'toys', loves writing, yet immature, independently failing, a lost cause capable of great things but motivationally empty, oh, & overweight, ugly, always frustrated, overwhelmed, sick, physically & mentally & emotionally most of the time, & hilarious & loves sarcasm, tries being creative, but empty. Heart beats but hollow. I have BPD & agoraphobia, severe depression, anxiety & adhd. Did I mention so alone that my chest literally feels empty, see inside & search but can't find it. Oh, but I'm whimsy, a music lover, a chronically bad dancer, forgetful, struggling, sober for 13 years. I'm thinking too much, not doing enough, sad, mad, sad when I'm mad & mad when I cry. I cry when I'm furious & yell when I'm in tears. A disappointment & a burden. An introverted gem of some sort, dust without diamond, just another rock. Twisting, turning, half broken, still missing a piece. Terrifying nightmare & nonexistent dreams, both in organized chaos, learning, molding. I'm everything, nothing, & both at the same time in the same moment back, forth.
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Hi, my name is Gabriel. Sorry my English isn't so good because my first language is Spanish... I have ocd and anxiety with agoraphobia... I feel so lonely and lost, I want to help, and have some friends

Hi, my name is Ague11. I'm here because I have ocd and anxiety with agoraphobia. My English isn't so good because my first language is Spanish but I can speak English slowly... I feel so lonely with my disorder, I want some friends and don't be alone. I have a lot of knowledge of the disorder... maybe I can help other. I just want to help

#MightyTogether #OCD #Anxiety

When I was going through my hell, I always wished I had someone I could open up to in hopes that they could help me. I would of gave my right arm for that. I want to offer my real life experience ( no college degree or textbooks) of what it took to overcome my isolation, severe anxiety, panic attacks, depression, and agoraphobia. But only YOU can take that first step,. Take a chance and reach out, I'm here for YOU, no judgement, just a desire to possibly help someone with something close to my heart, that's all.

Everyone has someone in their life to whom they wants to say a lot of things, let it be about their romantic feelings, revenge statements, irritating thoughts, current life situation etc. And circumstances don't let them do that and clearly let it out.

Therefore I am giving you this opportunity to say it to them and treat the comment section as the place to tell them everything you want to tell. Just let it out folks. Let it be unanimous followed by no judgements.

You can start by:
Dear XYZ,
I want to let you know that.......

#Grief #Loneliness

Hi, my name is TyraDawn.

#MightyTogether #Anxiety #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Grief #Agoraphobia