Intellectual Disability

My mum and I had argument on a few things
I make cards and was trying to organise my craft and she said I have so much product. I said might as well get rid of it then she said why I said I did the craft to make me happy but don’t think I should because you are telling me not to do it anymore. That’s stupid she said I threw my jacket down and said I might as well move out because obviously I’m not a perfect daughter and I’m stupid. I even asked her why does she love my sisters more and I said you only love me because you want to me do the group and you told I have to much product and then I said I will book for a accommodation and I said thought my family wanted me happy my sisters didn’t answer their phones. I said also I say to I love you but do really mean it when say I love you ? She do you? Then I tried my sister fionace normally he helps because of my mild intellectual disability and mental health he said this has nothing to do with your sisters. That made me feel worse. I go to my group tomorrow and when I go I will be hurting because seeing my cards I made will bring the hurt and if I end up talking with my sister I can’t explain about her partner and I don’t think I will be able to go to her house because he lives there and will only make me hurt.