A Typical Day For Me Looks Like . . .
A Typical Day For Me Looks Like . . .
What makes it hard to trust God? How to you cope with it?
Dry Heaving and Vomiting
Tired of being sick 😷
I’m always nauseous and have no idea what’s causing it. I am dizzy from time to time but not enough to be triggering this. Originally I believed it was medication related but it’s been almost two months and it subsided after the first week or so. I’m not sure when to ask for help, it’s making work a living nightmare.
No before you ask, I’m not sexually active. You have to be touched/see others and apart from my parents/cats I don’t see anyone other than my coworkers.
Work is super stressful but nothing I’ve been finding it what’s causing it, I’ve been to the doctor and she keeps dismissing me. As if my mental health issues weren’t enough, I’m so sick of being sick!
#ButYouDontLookSick #CheckInWithMe #Anxiety #frustrated
Sick and confused
I have no idea what’s going on with my body. I assumed it was the high humidity in the area I live. It normally doesn’t get that warm nor humid. I assumed it was this combined with my meds. It was a tough week for me and the humidity finally broke. Now though I’m still dealing with this lightheaded/ upset stomach, nausea and bad diarrhea. Which has left me feeling tired and lethargic.
They are remodeling at my place of work, and now that summer has started they’ve hit the ground running ripping walls/ceilings you name it apart. However I’m not quick to blame them due to not having these issues at the last school I worked at. Same district, I’m just at a new older building. They have also been working on this building throughout the last year so that’s why I don’t think it’s them.
I’m beyond upset and have no idea what’s going on. I’m sorry that this might sound frantic and rambling but I don’t know what else to do. I’m planning to schedule a doctors appointment but am afraid that will not help. My current doctor doesn’t seem to listen and instead makes me feel dumb. Those that are apart of my support system think I’m making all this up. Believe me, I wouldn’t wish this hurt on someone.
You Are Invited!
For the first time ever, I am premiering a video. This video is more important than I can put into words! You, my sweet friend are invited to my Pheochromocytoma Attacks and More watch party on YouTube: Monday May 17th at 10 am est. Be sure to bring a friend and share the link!!! Don’t forget your party gear: a drink, fun snack, and cute and comfy outfit.
An amazing YouTube friend (subscriber), recently asked what happens during a Pheochromocytoma attack? I wanted to sit down to explain a little more, what is a Pheochromocytoma? I also talk a bit about the Adrenal glands and Adrenal Insufficiency. What is an attack? I go into as many symptoms as I can with as much detail as possible (with my foggy brain). There are tons of resources in the description for curious minds, care givers, patients, or anyone with a heartbeat.
#Awareness #Cancer #RareDisease #adrenalgland #adrenalinsufficency #addisions #ButYouDontLookSick #InvisibleIllness #RareCancer #MedicallyComplex #MentalHealth #MentalIllness #mystory #symptoms #ChronicPain #attacks #Pheochromocytoma #pheo #NETCancer #NeuroendocrineTumor #Tumors #Pain #HighBloodPressure #AdrenalGlandCancer #AdrenalGlandTumor #Caregiver #Education #notalone #Hope #ChronicallyHopeful
Why did GOD give me these two perfect little lives? They deserve FAR better than the likes of me for a mother!
My 4 yr old and my 11 year old are the most beautiful souls i have ever witnessed. How do i deal with this... I HATE my existance. How dare GOD give such beautifully made creations to the horrendous likes of me?? Is this a joke GOD?? Its not funny. Do you think its fair for this little man to say "I love you mommy sooo much!" To someone like me?? I do NOT deserve them and they deserve FAR better than me. How do i deal with my anger at GOD for cursing me, hating me, using me as a punching bag and as soon as i stop fighting, stop hoping for a reason to live, gifting me two amazing souls to nourish and help grow when i have nothing left in me to give..... How DARE he... #angryatgod #ButYouDontLookSick #sickinthehead #cruelcreator #theydeservebetter #Depression #PTSD #Broken