#goals
Stop going/ running to the mental health center. If you can’t figure it out. Take a pill. Find other means best possible. You are a big girl: you can do this!
Try better to manage/ even on this platform I get very little comments/ reactions- so what!!
I do ok. Get out of what you can- and appreciate what you get- realize people have lives. If this platform helps you ( me) from not bothering others- especially family and friends who think it is too much- some you want to spare. - then it is a win. Who cares what anyone else thinks. And at the same time o am thank ful I am not interfering in the lives of others. Definitely don’t want to do this.
Want to be more active. Used to be - never sat down- if I were sitting it was only when I had needle work or constricting something-
I have a yard - that needs so much work to make it pretty again- ( I am not bothering neighbors- for I have put small rocks down on property boundaries). But there is so much more I can do.
Last night I cooked and dusted the walls, dressers. Living room. Time to vacuum and polish the silver, clean the bathroom, basement
Time to be active- mod stuff w my husband-
Though the last 2 weeks have been miserable& yesterday- last night - forget it / and move on
If I so choose - may bring up for discussion later-
Life awaits
Push. Push
We all make our choices-
We all have their own personal reasons
My biggest is not to burden others/ sounds sad/ the way it is
Things are getting better/ I am beginning to own my own interpretations - they have been “off” so much in the past. A step towards independence.