intense

I am weird. No one gets me. I don't even know if this is the proper place for me to put this. I don't know if it's the bipolar or what it is. I know this I'm too intense for people. I love too big and too intense. And I love in a manner it doesn't make a lot of room for hate. I don't allow haters in my life but I hold compassion and empathy for them as a part of the human race. People don't get this. I know when I have an episode that's when I am the most intense and it kind of pushes people away. I've tried to be different. But I just repeat the same Cycles over again.

does anyone on here have epilepsy a long side mental heath #Epilepsy #in pain #Crying #intense fatigue

#CheckInWithMe It’s been a year since I lost 2 sisters 2 months apart. I have #bipolar and #borderline. At the time, I rushed around trying to be strong for their kids. I cried for maybe 2 days, but not really #grief crying. Just #sad.
Now a year later I’m #devastated . My heart is #breaking I’m not just sad I’m #distraught with #Grief . I’m unable to function and just #sob with agony #grieving 
I wonder if my #Borderline has anything to do with making my #Grief so incredibly #intense ?  I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how long #grieving should last or if this is really #grieving Is it my #Borderline playing up It can’t be there’s no reason. I #desperately want to feel some kind of happiness. Even 5 minutes. But inside it feels like I’m slowly #dying .

Please someone help me.