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January is 10 Days In!

Hello Everyone.
Welcome to another episode of #WhatOnEarthIsHappening ! 🤣

My emotions nose dived today like as if I was flying in an air plane circus show. #emotional time periods are not the best times, but they can be #Valuable when we have #Anxiety . I started to #think about all of these things that I have experienced so far since my father had died in March 2022.

When my #Dad passed away... I lost my favorite pain in the @$$. I was his favorite too. I #Love and #MISS my Dad so much. #Death is not an easy thing to #handle . But while I was #dealing with the #Lose of my Dad, I had them lost my job right after coming down with a terrible #illness .

It was a nightmare for me how I #lost my #Job and my #daddy all in such a short time span. I haven't found another job since because I have not mentally been #prepared for #MentalHealth is something that needed to be worked on as I am still #grieving over my father and my job.

So... Here I am... #RidingTheWaves that come in and out in my mind. Sometimes I just need to #RollWithIt and do what I need to do in the best way I can,.. even if it isn't my usual best. #Trying is better than #denying and #Procrastinating .

I must start small.
If I want a #Job ... I should try a small part time job somewhere. Maybe a retail job.. but.. even #Retail can be #stressful these days. It's getting #worse now that #AnxietyDisorder is getting stronger or more intense with me. But I will do my #best to #KeepWalking onward.

Do you have any words of encouragement for me?


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Sometimes Father's Day is Single-Mom's Day...

June 14, 2020-- last year's Father's Day. I was a single mom then too, but both my kids had their dads in some manner. My son's dad lived a couple hours away but they talked on the phone. They had a good talk. My daughter's dad wasn't able to have her for his weekend but they spent the afternoon together. They played basketball and got ice cream. By mid-August, my son's dad had passed away and my daughter's dad had had his visitation rights suspended by way of strangely modified protection order. Long story short; he can call her but can't see her... Today-- could have been a day for my son to dwell on the fact that his dad isn't just in another city but actually GONE... Or for my daughter to be upset by the fact that her dad has lied to her so many times in the last year and now he's just a voice over the phone... But instead, and without making any reference whatsoever to it being father's day, my son bought me Stephen King's new book (I'ma HUGE fan!) with some of his graduation money. Then, my usually quite hyperactive daughter, just had a chill no expectations day of watching movies so that I could have a chill no expectations day of reading my new book! Of course this means she is still at a high level of "awakeness" when she should have been asleep at least 30 minutes ago, LOL, but we just roll with it in this house!!

☮💟🤗 #singlemoms #mykidsareawesome #RollWithIt

#ADHD #Autism #Anxiety #Fibromyalgia #sjogrens #PTSD #variousgidisorders

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So, I made donuts today...

And unashamedly licked the bowl, because my children are elsewhere, you see... Much to my surprise, I found that I had forgotten to add sweetener. https://O.o
So, I made bagels today... 😂🤣😅

Feel free to add your brainfarts, venting, famous laugh of the day, say hello, or wave on the way by. 😁 One way or another, we've got this.

#BrainFog #RollWithIt