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Sitting in the car analyzing myself and pondering if I do indeed have the resolve needed to reprogram my brain to think #positively not #negatively . I try step outside myself and counsel myself. I can see clearly that there are negative #patterns that keep popping up in the way I #think . I assume condemnation every time I see an area where I am not obeying God. There are specific areas of wrongs sometimes perceived wrongs that I tend to come up more often…too often. Such as do not forsake the fellowship of the brethren. Another is not reading the Bible. I know my #OCD and #ADHD #Aspergers have made this a crippling challenge. However I can not rule out my own will completely.
This is where things become murky trying to figure out what is reasonable thought and what is illogical logic. This shouldn’t be so hard to figure out. Anything I do not do for a long time I become #fearful of doing. This is not uncommon for OCD and Aspergers if I’m not mistaken. Plus the enemy attacking me when I’m trying to fight my disease. This should be a good hint that any negative thought I’m dealing with is not true. Any thoughts on your part my brothers and sisters are welcome. God bless you all!

Stop.Read.Think

Everyone you meet always asks if you have a career, are married or own a house; as if life was some kind of grocery list. But nobody ever asks if you are happy..??..

#Happiness #materialistic #artificially #hardfact #bittertruth #think

I’m overthinking and hypersensitive teenager, lol. And it’s difficult af when people around you say like: «You think too much», «omg, when I was at your age I didn’t think about it», «just stop it» and etc

Whenever I try sometime new or different, I don't want my mind to think what people will say if you do this or that I want to do things with free mind #

I have been working VERY hard on my overall health & well being. However if I think to much about my fear of falling behind again.... and failing... it can really get me upset. #Nonegativity #think -positivity

I want to reframe my thinking this year. I am going to write a little about myself every day.
#52SmallThings

Think, Think, think…..lets think, shall we?….To think Us humans -Yearning for the wisdom of death . The darkness of decaying embodiment of knowledge in thy cerebral cortex withering away in every thought. The brain a trillion terra bites- only learning with thy eyes through the sea of thoughts but dying with every stress. Intrigued by the birthday of thy strangers’s deathbed but enraged with thou deathday . The popular thought of death is the decaying root of our brain.The creator of death is the ironic god of us - humans that are interested in yearning of our true creator. The flow of everlasting rage ends the potent creator to thee dying last day To read is the thinking mental masturbation of our human nature. The mania of thinking is within us . Waiting to awaken - to go berserk in wisdom is to claw thy mind with potent-full roots of rage . The decaying tree of rage is what peels thy brain of its knowledge and travels throughout your body to the expanding land of life The orange peel of destruction that travels through the roots of rage is what makes the mind agitated . Filled with distress of my thoughts is what worries the body of the desires of belligerence . Think is the tool of creating but also the decaying tool of our brain . The tree of wisdom - burning to the ground with the thought of rage . Filled with madness chopping at the blocks of trees of knowledge with the axes of overthinking . The mania of rage fills within the mind and now - the tree has fallen with the blocks of madness next to it . Now we - say - have we thought so deeply - yet? #think #overthinking #Poem #Poetry