Love my studio apartment #MajorDepressiveDisorder #PTSD #AnorexiaNervosa (Ednos) #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder
I officially moved in August 1st and I am loving the neighborhood so much. I feel safe walking around the neighborhood. Lower East side is also part of downtown so I’m being getting to know the area. My grocery store is around the corner from where I live and it also has a Starbucks inside. I’m still struggling with my trauma like always but my therapist is helping me with it. Today a man from Spectrum came over to install my internet connection and he resembled my brother (abuser). I was practicing my deep breathing when he was here telling myself I’m safe while deep inside I was triggered. I keep looking at my door and it’s locked but as a child I always watched the door so when he was about to open it I would hide