Atrial Fibrillation and Stroke

Im up to battle my pains alone…I can take a few pain killers and others… but that would take away my days and leave me asleep for a few days too. I don’t want to sleep my life away…don’t like to not be able to function and feel sleepy all the time too. To all my fellow night warriors-let us not grow weary and cheer each other on because no one else knows of these battles we deal with but us! Fighting!! I hope some of you warriors are able to sleep tonight at least… #warriors #FamilialHemiplegicMigraine #IBSD #ChronicPain #Fibromyalgia #Neuropathy #BackPain #insomia #AtrialFibrillationAndStroke #ChronicMigraines #chronic

It's difficult to see who is friend and who is trying to scam you.
This is an apology to the person that I wrongfully assumed was trying to scam me.
I'm sorry, I really, really am. I jumped to the wrong conclusions about your intentions, and I hope you can forgive me for this.
On my behalf though, I get so many messages from people with bad intentions that I wrongfully assumed yours were.
I'm sorry 😞 and hope you forgive me.
#MentalHealth
#BipolarDepression
#PanicDisorder
#AtrialFibrillationAndStroke
#HeartAttack
#Guilt
#SuicidalIdeation
#ChildhoodAbuse
#CPTSD
#ChildhoodSexualAbuse
#abandonment
#ChronicPain
#AndSoOn

Another thing.

Iwas raped a lot in my childhood.

I hate pedophiles.

Someone I love is a pedophile.

I don't do double standards.

#ChildhoodSexualAbuse .
#CPTSD
#AAAAAHHHH !!!
#MentalHealth
#EMDRnightmare
#BipolarDisorder
#AtrialFibrillationAndStroke
#ChronicPain
#HeartAttack
#Andso -on
#TerribleGuilt
#SuicidalIdeation
#MORE
#MORE
#MORE

AAAAAHHHH!%S/
#AtrialFibrillationAndStroke
#MajorDepressiveDisorder
#needhelp
#warrior trained since birth
#MentalHealth
#ChildhoodSexualAbuse
#and -so-on
#and -so-on

I'm hoping this isn't a stupid question, but curiosity is my middle name.
I have a lot of back problems and get an MRI every year to check how fast the deterioration is progressing, and one question has always come to mind.
Wouldn't an MRI, performed while standing upright, be more accurate than while laying down and relaxed? Wouldn't it show more accurately how much compression that the disc's are going through? I don't claim to be a scientist or anything, but it makes sense to me.
Anybody?

#MentalHealth
#Bipolar2
#PanicDisorder
#CPTSD
#SpinalCordInjury
#ChildhoodAbuse
#ChildhoodSexualAbuse
#SexualTrauma
#AtrialFibrillationAndStroke
#HeartAttack
#emdr GONE WRONG
#and -so-on-with-more

A friend and I did an experiment with the doctor we both have. We each called to set up an appointment with him.
My friend is kinda wealthy, and I'm on the broker end of broke, barely making it on disability. He has awesome insurance, I have medicaid and Tribal Health Benefits, We complained of the exact same symptoms and set up our appointment.
My friend goes next week Tuesday, my appointment is the second week of November.
Anyone else see something wrong with that?

#bi -polar 2
#chronic pain
#Childhood trauma
#abused
#Sex trafficked
#emdr Therapy gone wrong
#panic disorder
#Manic depression
#Stroke
#heart attacks
#AtrialFibrillationAndStroke
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