rebirth

#Depression #Anxiety #GenderDysphoria #MentalHealth #transformation #rebirth #Rise

A long time ago in a far far far far distance from where we are today there was this person who was neither alive more dead. This person never felt the same nave felt included or connected with the people around them. This person would do what is expected and would put on that smile wear that hat 🎩 or that hat 🧢 well maybe that hat 👒 so as to blend or fit in until the time when IT was time to move on and try again. The emotional damage built over time IT really did. So much so that the person #disassociated #DID or as the person who explains #Dis #Divergent #Identity #Spectrum . The person didn’t feel real lived in #Autopilot mode and #DID what was expected of them. #Numbess #hurt #Pain #sorrow #Loneliness #Sadness #abandonment and yes #homelessness .

#transformation from a spiritual perspective and a physical perspective is a profound experience that changes your perception. When you have read the bible searched through Google and endured countless hours of counseling you realize #It . IT is what IT is isn’t IT. #please choose you. #please choose your present. #please choose your path. When you do not choose #you to be who you are others do.

#Transition ended the cycle.

This person sacrificed their life so that a new life could be! Now #free in #2023 this person has hope and a life that is full of love in so many different ways. The love this person has is #Selflove #SelfIdenty #Selfcare and yes #SpiritualLove .

No longer dose the person stare in the mirror 🪞 trying to see someone else. No now the person sees someone who is actually looking back at them. That person smiles! That person is happy! That person dose what makes them an individual!

We are all different and we all are special in so many ways so please 🙏 know there are better days!

#yournotalone #YourWorthy #yourlifematters

What darkness have you conquered in your story?

Maybe there is still darkness there, my friend, and that is okay.

Maybe you are still not even close to okay. I get it.

But don't discount how far you've come, how many pebbles and boulders you've already moved.

Don't focus so much on getting THERE. To the top. To see that view.

Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. Drag your feet if you must. Sit and rest when you need to. Catch your breath. Let out that scream when it bubbles up.

Look at the view RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE AT. It's pretty breathtaking, right? Look how far you have already traveled!

These earthquakes under your feet are shaking your foundation; they are rattling your teeth. They seem never-ending but they will.
END.

They are changing you. Making you more resilient. Fiercer. More powerful.

All that darkness? It is transforming you.

That pain? It's brought you to the end of your old self.

A new self is emerging.

Let this be the first day of your
REBIRTH.

Originally posted on my author FB page: Faith in the Mess - Melissa Neeb, Writer

#darkness
#rebirth
#MentalHealth

“I am not the event that happened to me, that doesn’t define who I am.” I can’t change the past, and it’s pointless to dwell on it. I just have to keep looking forward and make the moves to better my life.

We aren’t what happened to us! We are what we choose to do after. You are allowed to hurt sometimes, you’re allowed to have bad days. But you aren’t allowed to sit in it and not make any positive steps to changing your story. Today is a big day for me. Hopefully a step forward and a step closer to who I am destine to be.

It’s funny to me how so much can change in such a short amount of time. It’s no secret that I’ve been struggling with some serious PTSD recently. and I’ve been working on letting go of a lot I’ve been holding onto. I’ve also been setting new intentions to help get ME back.

Regardless of my struggles, despite my depression and anxiety.. I’ve been pushing myself to cross my boundaries. I’ve been encouraging myself to be “comfortable with being uncomfortable.” I’ve forced myself to step back out into this world I’ve been isolating myself from.

I don’t care if no one has noticed. I have noticed the change in me. And with that being said.. I’m fucking SO proud of myself. I love the woman I am. The friend I am, the person I am... the mother I am. I’m excited to see where the next few weeks will take me! Happy Wednesday you’ll.
Keep shinning 💕🦋

🌙💕 #reikijess #Healer #PTSD #Depression #Healing #