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Pain That knows

#Depression #Anxiety #GenderDysphoria #MentalHealth #transformation #rebirth #Rise

A long time ago in a far far far far distance from where we are today there was this person who was neither alive more dead. This person never felt the same nave felt included or connected with the people around them. This person would do what is expected and would put on that smile wear that hat 🎩 or that hat 🧢 well maybe that hat 👒 so as to blend or fit in until the time when IT was time to move on and try again. The emotional damage built over time IT really did. So much so that the person #disassociated #DID or as the person who explains #Dis #Divergent #Identity #Spectrum . The person didn’t feel real lived in #Autopilot mode and #DID what was expected of them. #Numbess #hurt #Pain #sorrow #Loneliness #Sadness #abandonment and yes #homelessness .

#transformation from a spiritual perspective and a physical perspective is a profound experience that changes your perception. When you have read the bible searched through Google and endured countless hours of counseling you realize #It . IT is what IT is isn’t IT. #please choose you. #please choose your present. #please choose your path. When you do not choose #you to be who you are others do.

#Transition ended the cycle.

This person sacrificed their life so that a new life could be! Now #free in #2023 this person has hope and a life that is full of love in so many different ways. The love this person has is #Selflove #SelfIdenty #Selfcare and yes #SpiritualLove .

No longer dose the person stare in the mirror 🪞 trying to see someone else. No now the person sees someone who is actually looking back at them. That person smiles! That person is happy! That person dose what makes them an individual!

We are all different and we all are special in so many ways so please 🙏 know there are better days!

#yournotalone #YourWorthy #yourlifematters

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Having Those Days

#Health #wealth #Love #Awaken #Rise #It

You know your have those days wherein you just have days! We call them the 8th Days.

#8thDays yes those days where your just exhausted 😴 or your tired 🥱 and drained.

Sometimes you listen 👂 to theses days and sometimes you don’t. When you don’t you fall on face! Yep said IT. #FallonFace Sometimes right in place is where you fall on face.

Please take time to rest. Please take time to recover. Please 🙏 respect ✊ you and your health.

The world 🌎 wants to go on like nothing has happened! The world 🌍 wants people to go back to the office or the grinder. We the people are still healing ❤️‍🩹 We the people are still broken 😞 from the events! We the people yes the people you are ordering! We the people that do the things you need us to do so you can do what you want to do!

Yes we the people! We the people will get back to you when We the people are ready too!


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I thought I’d share this #heal #overcome #Rise

I download quotes like this on to my phone and computer constantly. Kind reminder notes and prayers to myself….always help me get through really difficult days.

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Monday, Monday!

Just thinking of y’all. I know Monday’s can feel like a delicious fresh start. But, I also know it can fill us with dread and doom.

I just wanted to say I’m proud as heck of all of you for making it through the night and having the courage to keep moving this morning.

We have eachother and we have the best gallows humor around! And that’s gotta count for something, right!? :)

#monday #rideordie #WeCanDoIt #Dream #tinysteps #Rise #Hope #OneMoreDay

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still the thoughts #RacingThoughts #Anxiety #Depression

I had it in my head that I could fix myself by not being on pills and I was afraid the person I was at the moment was false. I had lost insurance so I thought well, no better time to wean myself off then now. so I did. I would look into the mirror and I didn't even physically notice who I was, I did not visually recognize the lady staring back at me. I was scared. Then came the separation from my now ex husband. I was working 3 jobs to keep us just above water, I did that for 4 years. With the divorce came bankruptcy, confused children, loss of house/home, my car, then I lost the one job. I couldn't get past the thought that I worked 3 jobs to keep us up and NOW I don't have a choice and have to loose it all. I was a failure in my eyes. Then the stress and depression and anxiety began to show on my face. It started out to be a dry patch or a small breakout, which later encompassed my lower region of my face, drs said it might be shingles, so they put me on antibiotics, didn't help, then they said well we don't think it's shingles, try this cream. That was too expensive and I was hardly covering any cost. They said well it has to be stress related. My face hurt so bad that it hurt to talk, yawn, laugh, cry, smile, and shower. I was miserable and it showed.

Slowly my face got better.
The beginning of the next year I had a mental breakdown and just could not function, I couldn't stop the racing thoughts, I couldn't think clearly, I was always upset. I went to the dr and they said it's time to go back on the things I should have never came off of. It's taken a year...the thoughts do not race like they use to, same days are better then others, some days I just want to lay in bed with my dog that was a gift to help with my anxiety and depression (BEST DOG EVER BTW).

I can say this YES it was hard.
YES it made me want to give up.
YES I wanted to just die.

There is more to my story, but this was lengthy enough.
I can tell you:
You will stand again, you will laugh, love and shed wonderful tears again. You will do your best to inspire your little monsters everyday to be the best monsters ever. you may get sad, you may have regrets...but here is where you are...and here isn't so bad.

I know this because I am YOU. #dontdragmedown #Rise above #kidssuffertoo #ohlookarainbow #ewwhathappenedtoyourface
#justdontmove #ohlookapuppy