A Poem I Made: "Ready To Go"
I’m breaking
I’m shaking
Wishing I wasn’t waking
To a life full of anger
A life full of pain
I don’t want to die
But I can’t stand to live
A life full of mistakes
And a life of wrong turns
These roses are red
Covered in blood I’m lucky enough
To call mine
My world I want to redesign
My tears I only want to dry
‘Cause all I do is try
Try to be happy
With my fake smiles
And laughs full of lies
I won’t do drugs
To fix my pain
I’m addicted to that pain though
I’ve been on it for so long
Don’t know how to put it down
I have to have it
Or I feel like I’m dyin’
Keep sayin’ I’m done
I’ll change, I’ll quit
When I die
I wouldn’t be surprised
If they went to my grave and spit
I’ve done nothin’ worth praisin’
Nothin’ worth rememberin’
I’m just a person
Ready to go.
#Depression #Anxiety #BPD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Bipolar #LGBTQ #whatdoido