Motivation ZERO!
Unless I have something planned. Like work, a dentist appointment, meeting with someone for coffee, or assessments due.
My motivation for my life, and my passions, hobbies are ZERO. Also because I can’t drive, I am limited to where I can go, how I get to/back from places.
I know “time to myself” “self care” etc is important. But I’m getting bored of my lonely life.
I am single. Have been for quite a while, and I’m 25.
Everyone around me is in a relationship, has kids, or just outgoing enough to go to parties and socialise. And I don’t want to meet someone online. I hate that. I want to meet someone in person. P
But… I get social anxiety, because I don’t drink = being sober in a crowd of drunken buzzed people.
I have resulted to my room, and watching movies/Tv series to pass the time.
My life is kinda dull honestly. I feel left behind and lonely. Also loosing intrest in being in at University to be a counsellor. 🤦🏽♀️
What do I do. ? #Loneliness #Anxiety #tired #bored