Anyone heard of this woman??
Hi everyone! My name is Amy and I was recently diagnosed with #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder . Just like when I was FINALLY diagnosed with #CyclicVomitingSyndrome it’s weirdly refreshing and freeing just to have a name to put on the thing that has controlled my life and destroyed my relationships. I found this site by accident. I am in healthcare, so I am an research (peer reviewed, empirical, stories, videos…whatever will help me understand) so I typically end up spending hours going down multiple rabbit holes.
I doing this, I ran across videos from a lady named AJ Mahari. WOW! If I didn’t hate who I was and what I did to those I love before, I surely did after watching some of her stuff!! I realize her videos are more directed towards the partners of those with BPD, but she is brutal and so off course on several things. The two videos that stopped me in my tracks (because all of the research and articles I read say the exact opposite, and I know what I feel) discuss that 1) “Borderlines Don't Cant & Won’t Love You or Attach To You”, and 2) “ Loving a Borderline Is Impossible”. Well if my inner demons weren’t screaming already, they certainly were after seeing and hearing her video. Has anyone else “experienced” her? #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #CyclicVomitingSyndrome #Depression #Anxiety