Why are there those people who judge people who have depression? I am being judge for my depression. I get told that I should be able to get it “ together because so and so has it too and they handle it better” . It honestly makes me feel more worse than I was before . Makes me feel like I must truly be a loser .
I make no apologies for my crutches I use to help my #ChronicPain , #Depression & #Fatigue . in fact I embrace them & am very grateful for them. #Caffeine #cigarettes #vitaminb-12 (I'd smoke #MedicalMarijuana ( was approved. over a year ago in April & even have a card ) but #THC messes with my #Schizophrenia & I get tense , intense, #stressed & #anxious , & sometimes even slightly #Paranoid . So I suffer taking meds for #Pain that are actually psyche #meds that hardly make a dent. (#Gabapentin ) #my Life #sucks so the ppl that #criticize & put me #down for smoking cigs can go to heck for voicing their #ignorant #Judgemental #opinions . which they so freely #Voice regarding my smoking & high #Caffeine intake. I am not afraid of #Death & in fact , welcome & #Pray for it, have felt this way all my life. Ppl need to face their own #Demons , faults & weaknesses instead of constantly distracting themselves by getting into other ppls business. I #ignore them . I am #Deaf to their assinine stayements. I #mentally float away & I do what #helps my #Nerves (I inherited bad nerves (#physical AND #emotional ) & that helps me cope with a #Life I #live as a #Prisoner doing time. It's just a waiting #Game , Just A matter of #time .
I'm so scared of people in general - white straight men in particular - thanks to #CPTSD . I try to give people a chance, but history has shown me how cruel people can be. I hole up in my home, barely communicating with those I trust. I know this is not a way to live. One of my therapists pointed out that by pre-judging others, I'm being just as judgemental as I expect others to be. Sometimes that phrase helps me put my guard down. What do you think? #Anxiety #Depression
When officially (and correctly) diagnosed with BPII, it felt so good to have a name attached to how I was feeling and acting. Not to mention I got the correct medication. Call me weird, but having bipolar makes me feel a little less #Judgemental towards myself. If I’m feeling sad for no reason, I don’t think I’m broken somehow. I just know that’s part of this disease. If I stay up all night, and can’t sleep, I may be frustrated, but I can’t blame myself. Overall, I feel more #Accepting of myself now that I know what is really going on. I’m not just “#Crazy .”
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