Topic: Living with anxiety/depression
There are days where I feel confident and thriving . There are times where I have felt useless and incompetent as a human being.
There are moments where I am capable of making a difference.
There are time when I find myself amazed at what I am doing now.
There are moments of disbelief where I would second guess my capabilities as a human being.
It is like having a parrot on your shoulder which it would taunt you with your own fears and insecurities in your head like it is spinning slowly.
Yet, I keep bringing myself out and being available to provide what I can do with my best capabilities that I know how to do.
Yet, I find myself at this point where it is just a normal part of who I am as an individual. I have my own trepidation about myself as much as I continue to show that I am capable as a deaf individual.
It can be tiring as that it is never done. I just need to remind myself that I only can do what I can do. I need to learn that it is okay to ask for help.
Asking for help is the bravest thing that we all can do. It is the act of vulnerability where we grow as we learn and recognize that we are stepping toward to make a difference in ourselves as a human being.
Why do the humanity has its own fragility where we make it harder for people to be vulnerable and ask for help?
Why is it hard for people to be authenic without being reluctant to be open?
Why is it a struggle for people to say that they are struggling?
#Deaf #Anxiety #FunctioningDepression