Surprise! A disappointment.
Well….I am officially 8 weeks pregnant! The surge of emotions is unreal. Anxiety, fear, excitement, worry, happiness, sadness. It’s all just a whirlwind.
I’ve always wanted to be a mom, just assumed my parts didn’t work. Made it 30 years without anything.
I feel that no one is genuinely happy for me. We weren’t trying, it was definitely a surprise. And when I finally decided that I couldn’t go through with terminating, things have been weird.
I really do feel that everyone is just disappointed with me and my decision. Yes, I’m supported because “it’s your body and choice”. But that’s as far as it feels. My choice is respected, but not appreciated.
Feeling pretty low and alone. ❤️
Enjoy a picture of my tiny blob.