Shattered

It happened. And I never thought that this day would come and how hurt I will feel… he let me go because I am not independent on my own and couldn’t find a job. I tried SO hard to make it work with my art. But I am a struggling artist. He just Couldn’t take it anymore. He told me he was thinking about ending things with me for months, sleepness nights etc. I’m 28 and This was my first boyfriend and partner. We were together 4 years. I just moved back to my parents as I had nowhere else go. Unpacking mu things halfway through and I started breaking down again. I feel so broken. So useless and lost. I don’t know what to do, what to feel, where to go. I am so scared. I just want to cry and hide from the world. I feel like i am not going to make it. I feel beyond repair. I feel shattered. #breakup #heartbreak #Heartbroken #lost #hurt #useless #scared #Broken #Shattered

Very sad, so disappointed. I miss my husband so much! I have never been so lonely in my life! I have never been lonely. I don’t mind being alone, I’m very comfortable with it. But I miss my friend! He’s right there, across the room but he’s a million miles away. I miss his arms, I miss his legs, I miss being near him... just sitting quietly, comfortably, knowing I was safe... now I’m always afraid- I just want the comfort back, the familiarity. He’s a stranger to me and my world is shattered- someone help me please! Help me find my way back to him please! He’s my world and I’ve lost him. They say you shouldn’t make a person home- but he was my home- I am devastated- does anyone relate? Is there anyone out there who knows what it’s like to live like this? How do I cope when the earth has lost its gravity? I have no ground! I’m so alone! Please help me- I’m dying from a broken heart! #CheckInWithMe #Shattered ##myworldhasended #Loneliness

I had a fight a while ago with the person I thought was my best friend. I was interested in a guy (who has since become my boyfriend) and she decided she didn't like him (although they had previously gotten on fine) and was very mad because I wanted to spend some time with him. I was told she just needed a little space from me, so I gave her space and we didn't talk for months. We both promised to keep our mutual friends out of the fight. But during that time, she has turned all of our friends against me. My boyfriend is the only one left. Hes the only one who would notice if I died.

Like a glass vase thrown
In a moment of rage and sorrow

Shattered from the explosive impact
Decorated the marble floor

Melded to the smooth, cold stone
underneath

Like a chameleon,
hidden in plain site

Unseen by those who don’t
Look hard enough

Cut by those
Who are closest to it
#MightyPoets
#Broken #Shattered