Reality

True to my nature, I share candidly about my childhood and ongoing abuse. Being honest is not hard for me. However, remaining in contact with people is my weakness.

As an example, I shared raw information about the abuse of my childhood, which has repercussions of ongoing control from the same abuser well into my adult life. This obnoxious toxic behavior is confronted whenever we engage in conversation. I “brush” it off, when I encounter it. However, the wounds of the past are evidently not healed because puss and decay fill the emotional scares that remain. How can they heal if the same manipulative controlling tendencies are continuously bruising the soul?

Any thoughts on withdrawal when vulnerability is expressed, #TheMighty folks?

Healing is occurring. But the social refrain from being vulnerable embarrassingly keeps me at a distance as if the childhood secret of esteeming the physical abuser, publicly, must remain behind closed doors to keep their reputation intact. I was the “clumsy one” when the scars were evident at school, church, or at the market. The abusive parent was honored for having to raise such a “clumsy” child. #ChildhoodAbuse #Reality

Using my artistic imagination to express my gratitude for surviving a lifetime of trauma #SaveMe #Reality #Trauma #SuicideSurvivor #MentalHealth #myownprison

Was this life part of a plan
Could I change beforehand
Sad & happy, false and true
Why did I put my trust in you
What am I to learn from this
We don’t all feel eternal bliss
Is it what we signed up for
Lean upon your sacred door
To be fooled into thinking
Soul is positively shrinking

#ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #Diabetes #DiabetesType2 #DiabetesType1 #prediabetes #MightyTogether #Reality #Bekind

One might probably think what the hell of a question this is and while the other might think it has a deep meaning. But this is certainty difficult to understand because some

don't have a clear understanding or picture about it. For some people happiness can be having an ice-cream, and some might only believe making money is happiness. But the situation can be opposite also. A millionaire might not be truly happy. Some people find their happiness in other's life.

Some people are just happy and smile if someone greets "Ram Ram" to him/her. So, there's a different definition of being happy for everyone.

In order to find the real meaning, spare some time and ask yourself, "What is happiness to you".

Whatever you have or make, try to find happiness in it. There's always something in everything. It's just the way we see and take it.

#Happiness #happy #Reality #Love #smile #positive #mind

No matter what we do, we can not make please everone. There is a peace when we realize this.

Our reality is whatever we decide it is. I posted a #Reality type photo of myself as my avatar because I’m having a bad day. I got to thinking, though, maybe if I decide my reality is better (makeup, hair, clothes) I may not hurt less but I will feel brighter.