Lovedones

This Thanksgiving sucks. Normally it’s my whole immediate family getting together all day. Well this year, my fiancé, whom I live with, has tested positive for Covid earlier this week. I am luck, so far, in that the tests are coming back negative. I still feel like my body is fighting something but they’re running tests as I MIGHT have a blood infection due to my port. So yeah, if this year could just hurry up and be over that’d be great! I just want some hugs and cuddles and that’s a big no from anyone right now. Anyways, thank you for letting me vent! #Vent #ventsession #Thanksgiving #holidayssuck #ChronicDepression #ChronicIllness #

2yrs ago. I lost my mother. I was put into a hospital the day before, because my diabetic sugar level was off the chart. I didnt know i was in a hospital. 12hrs later my mothet passed away. I was in yhe hospital for 5 days, again i didnt know i was there. The 5th day, i realized where i was but didnt know why. I was released tjat day about 5 o'clock p.m. when i was let out nobody would tell me anything about my mom. I was taken to my sisters house, they wouldnt let me go home. Still nobody would tell me anything. Later that night a friend stop by to check on me.....it was then i found out my mom had passed away. I find put they laid her to rest, on the day i was released for the hospital. It screwed me up so bad. Well i had to see therapist, psychiatrist and a psychotherapist. And was diagnosed with P.T.S.D. i break down almost daily. I have no one to turn to for.help or to be there when i break down. Im not pn any kindnof medicine for it. Im so lost. I need someone.

So yesterday was therapy day, nothing like digging up old dirt, and no time to prosess it alone. Husband was warned it would be a fragile day, but still i got the low down on how i act makes him feel.....at 9pm when my heads already been whirling 🙄🙈 1am still bolt up and he wonders why i go to the sitting room fast forward 10 hours ive had 1hour30 and his first words when he appears up you speaking today 😳😳😤😤😤🤬😡

#MentalHealth #nosleep ##posttherapyday #COVID #Lovedones #becomingenimies

One of the signs that I'm experiencing a depressive episode when I isolate myself from friends, family, and my significant other. And each time I struggle to manage how I respond to the voice in my head that I should be alone because no one wants to deal with me when I'm depressed. I've been able to communicate when these episodes happen, but I have trouble acknowledging that I'm isolating myself on purpose until several days later. This often frustrates my loved ones because they want to support me but they don't know what's going on. If you're like me, do you struggle to balance needing some space and going into total isolation? This can often be dangerous for me if I spiral into suicidal ideation and, sometimes, attempts. I'd love to know how the Mighty community handles these phases. Anything would help! #Isolation #Depression #Lovedones #managingmood

My husband has been having a difficult time recently. Just wondering what some of you do for your partner, or what do you appreciate when people do for you? #Anxiety #Lovedones #Support #Advice

It feels that I don’t spend time with loved ones. Parents live in a different town, my partner lives in a different country. I live in the same city with my brothers but they are tied up. I have no friends, apart from work mates. Sometimes if feels everybody lives his/her life and I’m stuck.

How do you get over some one you lost? There is not one answer to this question. There multiple....for this is a hard answer and question.

I lost my mom. It has and always be the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. Losing your best friend and mom in one day is hard. I got talk to her the day before she passed. I told her I loved her. She was hit by a 16 year old. The 16 year old bypassed a car that was stoped and hi my moms car at 69 mph. She died instantly and the kid walked away.

It’s hard not to be mad at the kid at life in general. I don’t know what to do. It’s been a little over a year and I still miss her so much. I miss her voice, her hugs, her smell. Everything.

#Bipolar1 #Support #Lovedones #Advice

I’ve finally decided to take my husband to my psychiatric appts with me. I’m glad I did. He was able to give my doctor enough info to fully solidify his Bipolar I diagnosis. While this disorder terrifies me and makes me sad I didn’t know sooner, I am glad he was able to share what insight he had to help my doctor help me. If you have a loved one, try taking them to an appt so they can help fill in the blanks you may have forgotten or (gulp) didn’t even know. #BipolarTypeI #BipolarDisorder #DoctorVisit #Lovedones