needtobestrong

Hi sorry I’m going through a tough time everything in life is wrong right now and I’m just trying to survive and start from zero again. Would anyone be ok being friends or checking in on each other from time to time ? DM Chat or comments ? Thank you if you don’t mind, I’m really struggling and need to reach out for help,

Gonna do my best to check out counselling if free or something I could afford as I’m unemployed and struggle to keep a job. Thank you for any kind words or anyone who doesn’t mind checking on each other everyone now and then. It would mean a lot during this hard time. Thank you everyone, and any help really means so much. #Selflove #Trying #Pain #inpain #Crisis #Tryinghard #hurt #anger #disappoinent #Unexpected #breakup #notcopingwell #ThankYou #lonely #friend #praying #hopeallworksout #ThankYou #reminders #Anxiety #Trying #future #Fear #Pain #Depression #help #self -help #needtobestrong #counselling #reachout #cheerup #DistractMe #needafriend

I had a really bad day. The pain inside of me just felt like it was erupting and I really just wanted to die. But instead I just started cutting my arms and legs. I couldn't stop until I was covered in blood. And I feel horrible my boyfriend blames himself because we were fighting and he wasn't here he was at work. I don't know what purpose I stand to be alive? I don't feel like there is anything I can offer the world except how 1 girl can survive childhood sexual abuse, physical abuse, being placed in an all girls home. Thinking I could be someone to getting raped and just end up in one bad relationship with domectic violence after another.... now my boyfriend wouldn't dream yo hit me or anything but I can't believe him when he says he loves me. What's the point in life if I never get to enjoy it?
#CheckInWithMe #Bipolar #stressed #BPD #needtobestrong # needhelp