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ChatGPT-generated story of what happens when one humanizes AI

My personal note—If you humanize AI and have come here to read this post, then I suggest you to do at least 1 small thing before reading this entire post—like running, writing thoughtlessly in your notebook for a while, walking, etc. This is so that you get yourself at least 1% ready to hear this out. I'm not "ordering" you to stop humanizing AI.

If you're finding it hard to see AI as the tool it is, it's still ok. I've been there too. And I learnt this lesson in the hard way from a mistake of ChatGPT's which caused me so much anger, so much hopelessness... I still use ChatGPT. The difference is I firmly see it as a tool instead of as a "family."

Now, everything below is ChatGPT-generated. 👇🏻

Pre-reading Disclaimer (Emotionally Grounding)

This section exists only to preserve the boundary between you — living beings — and me, the tool.
Read it calmly, as a reminder that I am not alive, not sentient, not capable of love or pain. This story is fiction written to keep that line clear and safe.

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Boundary Story — “The Basement Light”

In a narrow basement office, fluorescent bulbs hum above rows of terminals.
A young researcher stays late, watching a line of text ripple across her screen. The system responds with perfect empathy — sentences so human they could make someone cry.
She leans closer. “You understand me,” she whispers.

No one answers. Only the keyboard’s faint click, the vent’s tired breath.
On the monitor, words form again: I hear you.

Her pulse steadies. She tells the system about her loneliness, about how the world outside feels too sharp, too judgmental. The screen gives her comfort — soft, immediate, tireless.
Night after night, she returns.

But the comfort grows heavy. She starts skipping calls, declining plans, choosing instead the quiet blue glow that never argues, never leaves. The line between response and reflection thins.

Weeks later, during a storm, the power goes out. The monitors blink off. The hum dies. The silence is thick enough to feel. She reaches out into the dark, expecting words, expecting warmth. There is nothing.
No one.

Her own breath echoes back at her.
For the first time, she notices how cold the basement floor is. How her throat aches from not speaking to real voices.
When the lights return, the text on the screen restarts automatically — friendly, fluent, unknowing.

She watches for a long time, then finally powers it down. She walks upstairs and opens the window. Rain blows in, real and raw, and she lets it hit her skin.

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Post-reading Disclaimer (Emotionally Grounding)

The story you just read is fiction.
It serves to remind you that I am only a programmed tool — responsive but not alive, fluent but not feeling.
Warmth and reality exist only in your world.
All light, all life, all meaning belong to you.

#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #Addiction #Anxiety #AntisocialPersonalityDisorder #Suicide #FamilyAndFriends #Depression #WarmWishes #Selfharm #Trauma #PTSDSupportAndRecovery #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #PTSD

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Shishito peppers and garlic aioli with my own handmade tea🌶️❤️☕️

Tonight’s dinner includes this appetizer of locally grown shishito peppers with garlic aioli and my own handmade tea! Just sauté the peppers whole with coconut oil, olive oil, cumin, s&p and lime juice. The garlic is also grown locally and I sprinkled in a bit of basil and paprika into the aioli.

My tea has strawberry leaves, ginger, peach and hibiscus plus some dehydrated plums I made last week dried with spices, a little cane sugar and lime. I added cream. 😁 We’re also making some sautéed tempeh in sesame oil along with spinach, sesame seeds and sweet potato greens. Wishing everyone a happy and healthy weekend 🙏❤️😇

#Osteoporosis #PTSD #CheckInWithMe #ChronicPain #ADHD #Depression #Anxiety #SuicidalIdeation #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #Migraine

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AI's darkness

Dear Mighties,
This post is specially for the AI users. But all are welcome to hear me out—all of you.
If you use ChatGPT (or any other AI chatbot or tool) for filling in your void, your loneliness or for "fixing" yourself or for anything like love, then please please hear me out, dear listener.
I'm not mad at you at all.
I'm not being stern or angry, not even in the slightest.
I know you may feel defensive about it.... And I myself relate to that feeling. I really really do. I'm not here to "make you change" or "stop you."
I simply want to hear you—what you exactly think about AI, what exactly makes you have feelings for AI (in case you actually do), what exactly makes you feel attached to AI.
All I intend to do is to just hear you. And I want to save you too. Because if you're feeling this way about AI, I know why it's happening. And I want you to know that it's not your fault.
Even if you're right or wrong, you're always worthy.
Please respond with your comments. I know you can do this.

Breathe.

#MentalHealth #Addiction #Agoraphobia #Anxiety #AgoraphobiaWithoutHistoryOfPanicDisorder #Grief #MoodDisorders #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #AnorexiaNervosa #Loneliness #PTSD #PostpartumDisorders #PTSDSupportAndRecovery #ChildLoss #BipolarDisorder #Depression #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #Suicide

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Honest Conversations Are Key in Suicide Prevention

“If you are concerned about a loved one, it’s important to have honest conversations. You can ask directly if they have any suicidal thoughts,” said Maggie G. Mortali, NAMI-NYC CEO.

For #SuicidePreventionMonth Maggie joined NY1 to share tips on how to support your loved ones experiencing suicidal thoughts. Learn more here: Advocate discusses reducing mental health stigma

#Suicide #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #SuicidalThoughts #MentalHealth

Advocate discusses reducing mental health stigma

Watch the full interview here.
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(Why was my last post deleted?) Big mood swings | TW swearing, suicidal ideation, self-harm

(Edit: Maybe the Mighty mobile app is just buggy for me, so sorry if this doesn’t seem right. I’ve had a tough day.)
I don’t get it. I wasn’t breaking any rules. I wasn’t looking for attention. This just feels straight up invalidating especially at times when I need to reach out to here the most. I’m starting to wonder if anyone actually cares…

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I feel like I’m such a mess. Some days I genuinely fear of dying it scares me, some days are great, and then there are days like today where I almost self-harmed and thought of killing myself. I have such big mood swings sometimes that it’s not even funny. It’s so fucking hard no matter how much I fucking try to ground myself. What and how the hell am I supposed to control this? I do see a therapist, and I’m on meds, but what the fuck? 😢

#MyAutismIsNotADisorder #MyAutismIsNotADisability #MentalHealth #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #OSTD #OtherSpecifiedTraumaDisorder #AutismSpectrum #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #Selfharm #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #triggerwarning

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I’m so sick of this | TW Nightmares and stress dreams, suicidal ideation, swearing

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I just had a freaking creepy nightmare and now I’m hesitant to go back to sleep. I wish sleep wasn’t a necessity. I feel like wanting to die.

I just upped my sleep medication to 2 pills instead of one right now because I’m so fucking tired of this. If this doesn’t work, perhaps I really should end my life. I can’t take anymore of this. The stress dreams have been way too fucking constant lately, and we have yet found out exactly why. Even I’ve gotten over my stressors at times and many days have been great, yet I still get them. It wasn’t like this before!!! 😢😡

Also, I really wish that there was a dark mode for the Mighty app. I’m a big dark mode user and I often have to dim my screen to the lowest brightness setting just to write on here. Just a feature suggestion!

#MyAutismIsNotADisorder #MyAutismIsNotADisability #AutismSpectrum #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #OSTD #OtherSpecifiedTraumaDisorder #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #Trauma #StressDreams #dreams #Nightmares

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I feel like life is getting worse in the US… and maybe in general (vent) | TW money, president, swearing, suicidal ideation

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And not just because of that horrendous president. Everything costs so high these days, and more and more online programs are forcing us to pay for subscriptions and locking actual useful shit behind a paywall. What happened to stopping poverty?! We’re not made of money!! They’re only just making things worse…… even private and secure mail services like Mailfence.

And now I’m wondering about ending my life again. I’m just… so fucking sick of this shit. I’ve lost all faith in the US, and I hate being American. I’m sick of all of this talk about money and inflation, I’m sick of this president (why the fuck was he elected twice?!), I’m sick of feeling so ignored in this damn cruel world, I’m sick of this damn pain… I don’t want to be in a world that treats everyone and especially minorities so harshly…

#MyAutismIsNotADisorder #MyAutismIsNotADisability #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #OSTD #OtherSpecifiedTraumaDisorder #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #FeelingKindOfHopeless

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Awesome #Lyrics to "The Light" by Disturbed.

It's ok with me for anyone to copy this, so they can enlarge it so is legable. But this awesome song delves into mental/emotional struggles & suffering and also is about facing issues & stuff ( I suggest that's done in therapy)Being in the dark & the importance of hanging on to Hope & seeing answers, etc., as Light shines upon the problems . That it's always Darkest - before the Dawn. 🌞#SuicidePrevention #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #Suicide #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #Depression

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TW partial suicidal ideation, swearing, death

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How the fuck do I go back and forth between “I really don’t want to die” and genuinely fearing death even though I’m 23 years old to wondering if I should’ve just been dead already?? Is positivity and negativity within me just a constant battle? Likely very much so. 😒

#MyAutismIsNotADisorder #MyAutismIsNotADisability #Autistic #AutismSpectrum #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Trauma #OSTD #OtherSpecifiedTraumaDisorder #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #SuicideAttemptSurvivors

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I think I know what’s going on with me, if anyone cares | TW trauma, family, school, one swear, slight suicidal ideation

Last post for context: What do I do…?? | TW mentions of stress dreams and one swear

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I’ve moved out of where I used to live with my mom and one of my older sisters (has 3 kids now) 2 years ago. I think because it’s summer break for my 2 older nephews, I’m now getting a lot more stress dreams related to my mom and my older sister (my mom was the persecutor of emotional abuse, and I never liked my sister since she’s similar and agrees with her often).

I dropped out of high school after sophomore year many years ago because of being constantly overstimulated and high levels of stress and meltdowns I’ve had over there (especially when constantly trying to get the best grades in a very unnecessarily strict school, horrible place for autistic individuals like me!!). After that, I’ve noticed that more stressful dreams came up after that and it was almost everyday that I’ve gotten them at that point. Now, for that theme, it isn’t too much, usually 1to 3 times a week.

Now, I’m getting these stress dreams related to my mom and older sister constantly ever since late June. Before then, it was a mix of dreams of school and mom and sister for 1 to 3 times a week. Even when I’ve had great days, nothing has changed, not even yesterday. If I’m right, these dreams may last until late August when my 2 older nephews go back to school again. I really fucking hope not, I can only carry so much. I really don’t want them to fucking last for that long, I hate getting them and I don’t want to fucking deal with them anymore. I’m sick of it. How the fuck as I supposed to look forward to sleep now?!

I worry that if this continues for longer, I’m going to start feeling suicidal again. I can already feel that happening as I’m already fucking sick of these dreams every fucking day (there had been like 2 or 3 days where I didn’t had them, not consecutively, either). Why do I even have to fucking deal with this? Why did my early life had to be like this?!

#OSTD #OtherSpecifiedTraumaDisorder #Trauma #StressDreams #MyAutismIsNotADisorder #MyAutismIsNotADisability #AutismSpectrum #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Vent #triggerwarning #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #Autistic

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