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#Dizziness #Senior #unstable

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I woke up feeling like I was crawling in my own skin, pacing around the house, couldn't focus, negative thoughts in my head. I couldn't go back to sleep either. I tried working out a little and eating, eventually I took an adivan and feel asleep for half the day. When I woke up the second time I felt awful, worthless, tired, irritable, couldn't stop crying. Now I feel like I've wasted my day and am sad about that too. I haven't had a low like this for a while, I hate the ups and downs, feeling so #unstable and #Insecure #BipolarDisorder #Depression #Anxiety

I just want to feel stable even just for one day. I can't handle this rollercoaster anymore, so much wasted time 😶 #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #unstable

I feel stuck. I'm 37, I dont feel like an adult. It feels like everyone is doing a group choreographed dance, but I dont know the steps, nor do I undunderstand where I was when everyone was learning and practicing those steps.

Life keeps moving and I feel trapped in nothingness. I have no partner or children, I work and rent a room.

I get uncontrollable anxiety, and have to fight the urge to get in my car, get rid of my phone, and go live outside.

Homelessness and hiding is the solution I keep coming up with. I'm feeling unhinged.

And I'm losing ANOTHER relationship.

Is anyone else ever experiencing this?

#lost #Depression #Anxiety #Pressure #Behind #stuck #sad #unstable

my illness.
I have depression, extreme anxiety, BPD, hallucinations and it makes me angry.
I try my hardest to act "normal" but I still feel like people kinda brush me off when I speak or have a plan for my future. I've flaked out on so much stuff but I'd still like to be encouraged. I think people are just fed up with me now... just feeling really crap lately about myself. #Depression #Anxiety #BPD #unstable #MentalHealth

#childlessness #involuntary #unstable #relationship #Friendship

I have bipolar 2 disorder, raging codependency, and chemical addiction (sober now). I am drawn to men with active alcoholism, narcissists, and borderlines. The love of my life is a borderline and the back and forth is killing me. On a rebound from him, I wound up with a narcissist who used me for money. My BPD love rescued me from him. I have been moving for months. I am exhausted and bankrupt in every way. My #Everythinghurts #unstable #sobroken