Back Pain

I found Thrive market online today and I got so excited. Early this week I got some discount coffee lattes with pistachio milk. And I swear I saw Nirvana. It's just so good! But I couldn't find them anywhere else. So I found Thrive and was impressed by the selection of healthy snacks. Then omg I found the coffee!!! Not only that but it's over 3 bucks cheaper!!!
Right as I typed that my back pain spiked to 8. I started crying and Pauley jumped right on it to get me juice and Norco. She's not perfect but she loves me and takes excellent care of me. She's my darling stupidhead.
I've had a very tight painful right thigh since yesterday. When I stand up it pulls tight and feels like my leg is being ripped off.
I'm starting to get a migraine. For fuck sake. I'm so tired of pain.
Next week can't get here soon enough. I'm getting an injection into my lumbar and my doctor said it's going to fix my hips and legs too! Well maybe not fix but you know what I mean.
Fuck. I can't even see straight. My brain not able to brain.

Pauley is being... herself I guess. And after one year of not paying rent or electricity and only just got her own food stamps... But she's dragging ass to spend any food money on me.
I'm kinda high and I have my reasons.
I'm near tears and feeling like I'm asking for too much and I'm a fat hog who needs some good smoking and basted. Sorry I just saw a picture of smoked ham. I'm so hungry.
I don't want to end up resenting Pauley. I love her dearly and I wouldn't be complete 💯. Shes my left brain and I am her right brain.
#Relationships #BackPain #MentalHealth #noxisstoned

I've got a follow-up appointment with my endocrinologist today at 2pm. I've been having high BG for a few weeks. maybe 2 weeks now.
I gotta shower and find clean clothes and get ready cuz transportation is coming shortly after 1pm so I've got 5 hours to get ready.
I'm not happy about this appointment cuz my pain makes me want to take some tincture. I just kinda wiggled my back like a snake and it popped a bunch but the pain stayed the same. I hurt all over.
Next week I have an appointment with my cardiologist who I really don't like. I haven't checked my BP since I last saw her at least 3 months ago. The battery is dead.
When I had my appointment with my BHH nurse for my injection she was concerned about my BP being high. It's normal for me. I've had high BP for most of my adult life. But it's high enough to need serious meds.
Tomorrow is my appointment with my pain specialist. Shes my favorite doctor. Shes so nice and accepting and very considerate of different identities. She hugged me when I couldn't do the cortisone injections the first time I went. She was desperate to help me and she decided we could at least do a torodal shot in my butt. It didn't help but I was grateful she tried to help me.
I'm gonna shower in a half hour and figure out what I'm gonna wear. I'm getting picked up just after 1 pm. Pauley is coming with me.
#BackPain #FemoralAcetabularImpingement #Bursitis #Osteoarthritis #RheumatoidArthritis #boneonbone #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

Hi, my name is Warrioress1109. I'm here because I'd like to know anyone can offer advice on how to get an appointment with a physician specializing in MS. I've not been diagnosed with MS, nor has it ever been suggested to. I've been suffering with a multitude of increasingly debilitating illnesses and symptoms for over 30 years now. Seen by a long list of specialists. Tests, procedures, medications...targeted to a specific complaint. None of the neurology, rheumatology or ortho specialists have/are taking my comprehensive medical history into account. Which I believe is why existing and new symptoms have gotten worse over the years. In doing research on my own, I found that all of my symptoms & ilnesses have been seen in persons diagnosed with MS - in all or in part. I'd like to find out or rule out MS as a cause.

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Looking for back pain relief. Not looking for anything with THC; I don’t do well with THC. Anyone have a brand you like?