When you were growing up, did you believe you were an alien? If so, why? And do you still think so today? #alien #strange #Pain #different
Confused
Confused
It was a Disney Day at Magic Kingdom in Lake Buena Vista, Florida. I had an awesome time walking around with my cousin for her #Birthday . She is 40 years old, and I am 36! How the heck did we get so #Old ? I thought about #Life a lot this week, and I wondered about what the future holds for us all.
Are any of you trying #desperately to avoid watching the #News on TV? I sure do. I don't watch news clips on YouTube or read news articles that contain #negativity because my brain cannot handle it. Can yours?
I wish that things were #different . I know that we all wish things could have been improved as it feels pretty horrible right now. I would be lying if I said I did not go on YouTube and watch a few newsclips. #Youtube is always my #Outlet to receive #Communication from the world and watch my favorite creators. However, It is #hard to get myself away from the news section. The #gasprices alone are enough to cause a concern.
So... I want to spend as much time as I can visiting Magic Kingdom while I have the chance. I am thankful for my annual pass, as we bought it before I lost my #Job with Universal Studios.
*sigh*
Anyway... how are you??
I don’t even know where to start, hopefully this will be some what therapeutic … as of recently I have come to the realization that I have been a sponge to people around me and that I’m always the last one on the list when it comes to being happy and prioritizing me.
I need to better take care of myself and my mental health. I deal with a lot of insecurity, I procrastinate, doubt myself and sometimes it’s hard to start my day so I slowly get myself up and always try to do my best … some days are better than others.
I’ve come to the realization that having a cheating father all my life has lead me to seek approval on previous relationships and sometimes my current one ,I’m currently married and many times some things are triggered in me and I start making scenarios in my mind. My partner has asked me to seek help and he’s right… I know I need to speak to a therapist, there is so much I need to vomit and expell out of me… I have also been molested when younger, and I admit it I was raped by a so called friend years ago when I was intoxicated, not only that some of the things that probably also… it’s a lot caring for a child with its own needs , he’s my world though he’s on the autism spectrum ♾ , and it’s been such a roller coaster but I’ve learned so much and I hope I can do my best for my child, and to get myself up and be able to cut off or learn how to overcome some of the things mentioned and all the crap I’ve put up with and once for all deal with all these generational traumas, so that I can be the best version of myself and for my loved ones ….
I wish the same for many of you here seeking validation, sending you all positive vibes ❤️
Hi U there. I have watched 20+ times single scenes from The Chosen. And they are so much fun every time. I feel I can relate with the way this show is written. The humanity in it is so refreshing. When it comes to faith content you may be skeptical about the content (I know I was). But this has been a precious experience and opportunity to relate to certain aspects of some characters dealing with trauma, alternate-abbilities; personal insecurity, odd social skills.
Not being ever diagnosed with Asperger's does not blind me on the daily challenges of my public relations. I know I am different and odd. Therefore, watching this amazing storytelling, about 1st century people thinking and acting out-of-the-box, just as I think I always do, means a lot to me.
It's been so good that I even began to develop a. sense of community; learning about so diverse people and experiences. I am grateful to have reached you here.
#different #Disabilities out-of-the-box #mindset
Hi !!! my Name is Navneet Kulkarni. I am 17yrs old Nonverbal boy on Autism spectrum, I was diagnosed with Autism when I was 2 ½ years old, I was very hyper active child, i was having lot of sleeping issues ,head banging, lot of sensory issue's, i am hyper sensitive to sounds and Vision. Making eye contact is very challenging. My Journey from childhood till now has been from Paining to Gaining, From Loosing To Winning, From No Speaking to More Communicative now through AAC, I use alternative ways for communication, some time through Geustures and through RMP(Rapid Prompting Method) before using this RPM, My door of Mind was unopened with full of thoughts and Animations around me, so dead like feeling inside me, being nonverbal with no communication without expressing my thoughts always Guilted me, Giving my best in motor functioning was failing many times, but my parents supported me to overcome challenges.
Today i am sharing my journey and explaining all my Sensory issue's, how it looks like, sharing my feelings and emotions with my parents through RMP, now its more then life to me, because i am communicating, i am connecting with my parents, communication is Gift of Life, i am a day dreamer, too much to animate in mind with fictioning stories, My hobbies dance in mind like Jellyfish Glance In Ocean. I am a poet and an Author, whatever i write its all my Insight Knowledge of my own imaginations.
I'm very Passionate about writing. I wrote many poems ,moral stories and many life quotes,My first book"Autism God's Beautiful Creation " has published last year
I want to build my career as an Author, and my goal is to serve people with my spiritual
Knowledge and to help Orphanage kids with donations from my earnings.
"Youth Are The Pillar Of The Country " through my write ups and through my story I want Youth to come forward to join hands in these Good deeds.
Being special means not normal but very unique. I think and feel the things
differently so it doesn't mean I'm disabled. I'm a boy with different abilities, so through my writeups I want to spread Awareness of autism.my way of writing Visioning it is more like talking and sharing my thoughts and it's very particular about what and how my mind process, sometime you may need to think twice to make them understand what I am telling, but this is my way of framing sentences and expressions,I am a daydreamer and i always talk with my mind,I am more Insight with my own imagination through Animating things in my mind, with Blending of my senses I think and express my thoughts, Yes !! This is my way of seeing things. Neurodivergent means different but not less" Being Different Is Not A Curse, Treating Different Is Curse" so I want to spread awareness about how these different abilities are going to change the world.I want to spread inclusion of Neurodiversity in the society..
With regards,
Navneet Kulkarni..
autism#beyondlabel #different abilities #neurodivergent #AAC inclusion#awetism
Hi !!! my Name is Navneet Kulkarni I am 17yrs old non verbal boy on Autism spectrum, my mother's name is Neha Kulkarni and my Father's name is Raghavendra Kulkarni, I'm from Solapur district from Maharashtra State from India,I was diagnosed with Autism when I was 2 ½ years old, I was very hyper, sleeping issues ,head banging biting, That time there was not much awareness of autism at my place,so went to my grandparents place at Bangalore for treatment, there I was diagnosed with Autism and we took therapies at Bangalore,after few months we came back to solapur with home programs given by therapist at Bangalore and my mother started taking all therapies at home because there was no Therapy Center at my place,my mother homeschooled me,and teached everything of life skills,my mother took so much efforts for my speech development but I was unable to speak so she tried AAC method for communication, I communicate with my parents through typing and some time through gestures,I'm very happy the way I am and even my parents have accepted me the way I am,I feel very lucky to have such parents who are always supportive for me.
I'm very Passionate about writing. I wrote many poems ,moral stories and many life quotes,My first book"Autism God's Beautiful Creation " has published last year
I want to build my career as an Author, and my goal is to serve people with my spiritual
Knowledge and help Orphanage kids with donations from my earnings.
"Youth Are The Pillar Of The Country " through my write ups and through my story I want Youth to come forward to join hands in these Good deeds.
Being special means not normal but very unique. I think and feel the things
differently so it doesn't mean I'm disabled. I'm a boy with different abilities, so through my writeups I want to spread Awareness of autism.my way of writing Visioning it is more like talking and sharing my thoughts and it's very particular about what and how my mind process, sometime you may need to think twice to make them understand what I am telling, but this is my way of framing sentences and expressions,I am a daydreamer and i always talk with my mind,I am more Insight with my own imagination through Animating things in my mind, with Blending of my senses I think and express my thoughts, Yes !! This is my way of seeing things. Neurodivergent means different but not less" Being Different Is Not A Curse, Treating Different Is Curse" so I want to spread awareness about how these different abilities are going to change the world.I want to spread inclusion of Neurodiversity in the society..
With regards,
Navneet Kulkarni...
Independence & less pain!
So this last time has been a bit hmm "revealing" in terms of why im like this ( in general) is like im opening my eyes and seeing for the first time ao many thing...Im on my early 40's, Now I get were all this sense of not belonging to places,or not feeling good enough for situations or people comes from....is this common? Like does this happened to most of us?? You know I have alway wonder were the "normal" people get all that energy? All that will power?? All that concentration to do thing ,and they can picture themselves on a long time journey.....I don't have that...any one else??? #different #40 's #willpower #Anxiety #Depression #ADHD
Sometimes I feel like I’m the only one who feels the way that I do. I’m the only one who doesn’t want to leave my home, doesn’t want to watch a movie with a family member, doesn’t want to be intimate with my husband, and that I’m the only one who just wants to lie in bed and watch Tik Tok all day. Then I think, “someone definitely had it worse than I do”. Sometimes that helps, sometimes it doesn’t. Sometimes I just get mad that I’m not “normal” or “happy” or “adjusted”. I don’t know. What I’m trying to say is that I’m glad there is a community of people that suffer the same ways that I do. Thanks guys 🥰 #Anxiety #Depression #same #different
Difference
From start to finish I inhabited difference
I was the other - I felt the dissonance
I did not know that I am Autistic -
I was just the outsider - I did not fit.
I saw the sum, the parts, the very whole
Others thoughts shallow, they swam in the shoals
While I swam through it all, the deeps and the shallows
They were leaders and pawns, while I did not follow
I shared not their interests, I shared not their goals
I wanted much more - to grok the whole world
The world that I love that the cosmos unfolds
I saw it all linked like chains round the globe
Chains through the cosmos, that tied to my heart
From beginning to end to the tinyest part
From the gas clouds that nursemaid the birth of great stars
To newt in the pond and the wind from afar
I sometimes have found others of my souls tribe
The ones who see deep, see with more than the eyes
Many times I'm alone though and that plays it's part
Giving space for reflection, looking into the heart
Finding my tribe, losing my tribe
Discovering anew, gaining my stride
The world of thoughts, the life of the mind,
Exploring oneself, the within, the outside.
I dwell in my thoughts, in the life of the mind
I explore my ownself, the within, the outside
There is much to admire, and much that is lost
I have made much of beauty, have paid a high cost
The world is full of great beauty, Of sorrow and joy
I have known much of each, since I was a boy
Yet now I stumble where I once did stride
Still I care for the other, something I cannot hide
I feel deeply and strongly for Gaia, for life
I feel for the rocks, for the air, for the light
I feel for mankind, I feel for the other
As We walk through our journeys alone and together
Tony Demoncy 01/08/2020