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Hi !!! my Name is Navneet Kulkarni I am 17yrs old non verbal boy on Autism spectrum, my mother's name is Neha Kulkarni and my Father's name is Raghavendra Kulkarni, I'm from Solapur district from Maharashtra State from India,I was diagnosed with Autism when I was 2 ½ years old, I was very hyper, sleeping issues ,head banging biting, That time there was not much awareness of autism at my place,so went to my grandparents place at Bangalore for treatment, there I was diagnosed with Autism and we took therapies at Bangalore,after few months we came back to solapur with home programs given by therapist at Bangalore and my mother started taking all therapies at home because there was no Therapy Center at my place,my mother homeschooled me,and teached everything of life skills,my mother took so much efforts for my speech development but I was unable to speak so she tried AAC method for communication, I communicate with my parents through typing and some time through gestures,I'm very happy the way I am and even my parents have accepted me the way I am,I feel very lucky to have such parents who are always supportive for me.

I'm very Passionate about writing. I wrote many poems ,moral stories and many life quotes,My first book"Autism God's Beautiful Creation " has published last year

I want to build my career as an Author, and my goal is to serve people with my spiritual

Knowledge and help Orphanage kids with donations from my earnings.

"Youth Are The Pillar Of The Country " through my write ups and through my story I want Youth to come forward to join hands in these Good deeds.

Being special means not normal but very unique. I think and feel the things

differently so it doesn't mean I'm disabled. I'm a boy with different abilities, so through my writeups I want to spread Awareness of autism.my way of writing Visioning it is more like talking and sharing my thoughts and it's very particular about what and how my mind process, sometime you may need to think twice to make them understand what I am telling, but this is my way of framing sentences and expressions,I am a daydreamer and i always talk with my mind,I am more Insight with my own imagination through Animating things in my mind, with Blending of my senses I think and express my thoughts, Yes !! This is my way of seeing things. Neurodivergent means different but not less" Being Different Is Not A Curse, Treating Different Is Curse" so I want to spread awareness about how these different abilities are going to change the world.I want to spread inclusion of Neurodiversity in the society..

With regards,

Navneet Kulkarni...

Independence & less pain!

So this last time has been a bit hmm "revealing" in terms of why im like this ( in general) is like im opening my eyes and seeing for the first time ao many thing...Im on my early 40's, Now I get were all this sense of not belonging to places,or not feeling good enough for situations or people comes from....is this common? Like does this happened to most of us?? You know I have alway wonder were the "normal" people get all that energy? All that will power?? All that concentration to do thing ,and they can picture themselves on a long time journey.....I don't have that...any one else??? #different #40 's #willpower #Anxiety #Depression #ADHD

Sometimes I feel like I’m the only one who feels the way that I do. I’m the only one who doesn’t want to leave my home, doesn’t want to watch a movie with a family member, doesn’t want to be intimate with my husband, and that I’m the only one who just wants to lie in bed and watch Tik Tok all day. Then I think, “someone definitely had it worse than I do”. Sometimes that helps, sometimes it doesn’t. Sometimes I just get mad that I’m not “normal” or “happy” or “adjusted”. I don’t know. What I’m trying to say is that I’m glad there is a community of people that suffer the same ways that I do. Thanks guys 🥰 #Anxiety #Depression #same #different

Difference

From start to finish I inhabited difference
I was the other - I felt the dissonance
I did not know that I am Autistic -
I was just the outsider - I did not fit.

I saw the sum, the parts, the very whole
Others thoughts shallow, they swam in the shoals
While I swam through it all, the deeps and the shallows
They were leaders and pawns, while I did not follow

I shared not their interests, I shared not their goals
I wanted much more - to grok the whole world
The world that I love that the cosmos unfolds
I saw it all linked like chains round the globe

Chains through the cosmos, that tied to my heart
From beginning to end to the tinyest part
From the gas clouds that nursemaid the birth of great stars
To newt in the pond and the wind from afar

I sometimes have found others of my souls tribe
The ones who see deep, see with more than the eyes
Many times I'm alone though and that plays it's part
Giving space for reflection, looking into the heart

Finding my tribe, losing my tribe
Discovering anew, gaining my stride
The world of thoughts, the life of the mind,
Exploring oneself, the within, the outside.

I dwell in my thoughts, in the life of the mind
I explore my ownself, the within, the outside
There is much to admire, and much that is lost
I have made much of beauty, have paid a high cost

The world is full of great beauty, Of sorrow and joy
I have known much of each, since I was a boy
Yet now I stumble where I once did stride
Still I care for the other, something I cannot hide

I feel deeply and strongly for Gaia, for life
I feel for the rocks, for the air, for the light
I feel for mankind, I feel for the other
As We walk through our journeys alone and together

Tony Demoncy 01/08/2020