What We Give
Sometimes we show the picture we paint for the world to see
A trickling laugh
Beaming eyes
And a seemingly permanent smile
Even though you were crying in the docs office 10 minutes prior
Heck, your still embarrassed you cried in the doctors office, Because you promised yourself you would never do that .
But here you are
Sitting on a creaky hospital chair
Waiting to be called back for an Xray
Feeling .. As weak as the skeletal structure that holds a body that feels unfit for the job it was made to do.
But still you ask the awesome lady at the front desk how her day has been
Compliment the lady with the cute shirt next to you.
Still you smile when the radiology tech calls your name , and respond to “ how are you doing “ with
“ I’m alright “
Even when you feel far from it
Hug a friend you see in the hallway
Because life is hard for all of us .
And one of the main things life has taught me is
Sometimes it’s more important to help create joy
Than share your pain #ChronicIllness #RareDisease #AutoimmuneDisease #CommonVariableImmuneDeficiency #MastCellActivationDisorder #MentalHealth #Migraine #ChronicPain #MixedConnectiveTissueDiseaseMCTD