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I did not know what my title should be since I am having some major issues right now because of all my autoimmune diseases, mental health issues, and a host of other medical problems. I am having a major problem focusing on one task and getting it done. While I am trying to accomplish that task another task surfaces in my brain and I tell myself I should do that one because it will make the first task easier to finish. Before I can get started on any task a whole host of other tasks I need to do. That's when I become so overwhelmed I don't do anything. That is when the anxiety and depression over take me and I just shut my brain down so I can cope. I would like to see a psychiatrist but have been unable to find one who accepts insurance and we cannot afford to cash pay. I also suffer with #Fibromyalgia , #Bipolar2 , #PTSD , #ChronicPain , #MixedConnectiveTissueDiseaseMCTD , #GranulomatosisWithPolyangiitis , Buerger's Disease, #Kidney Transplant, #type 2 Diabetes, #Brain Fog

We have three roles here on earth: to learn, to love, and to live. When we stop learning, we start to stagnate and die. When we stop loving, we lose our sense of purpose and become self-centered. When we limit our living, we deny the world the benefits of our talents.”
– Jim Cathcart
#Anxiety #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #c -PTSD #Asthma #type 2 diabetes

I have not been managing my blood sugar very well. Wondering why I feel shaky and weak when my blood sugar is high. I've heard those are symptoms of low blood sugar and think I need to eat. However, my blood sugar meter tells me I'm high. Has anyone else experienced this?#type 2 diabetes

Who else here uses daydreaming as a coping mechanism? I know I do. I literally daydream that I have a wonderful girlfriend that also has my type of borderline personality disorder. It's wonderful. #Anxiety #boderline personality disorder #CPTSD #Asthma #type 2 DIABETES

I’ve just joined this group, I’m a long term survivor of multiple chronic conditions - #type 1 diabetes, #Fibromyalgia , #IBD , depression/anxiety & just awaiting diagnosis of #CFS & also 8 years clear of #Bowel cancer. I get very low moods especially in winter as I live alone and can go weeks without seeing anyone when it’s dark & cold.

So my mother used to say this to me so often that in the end she only had to reach for the phone and I would be crying and saying I’m sorry I’ll be good. also she used to say you’ll miss me when I’m gone! I never knew if she meant she was dying or leaving us!
#TraumaSurvivors
#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#type 1 diabetes # fibromyalgia