#MultipleSclerosis #MS #mslikesymptoms #chronicallyill #Spoonie
I’ve been gone too long
Voids stare back at me
Enough is enough; set me free
Being in this body is tiring
Enough is enough
Every day feels the same
Never changing, always something holding me back.
Going every part of nowhere
Only seeing what I want to see
Nothing can change what’s already begun
Even though I want it to change.
Too many years wasted
Only to find the truth in hell
Over the hill, right in front of me
Long has the fight lingered inside of me
Only to be snuffed by the anger and rage
Never again, never again!
Great minds never cease.
This poem was written from my bed as I was battling a menieres/neurological attack. I was fine one moment, then I was grabbing my head and throwing up in a bowl.
It’s frustrating, dealing with all of this. I’m strong and a badass but there are days when I don’t feel strong enough.
I have to remember that I am because it’s true. I need to be kinder to myself, nicer to myself. Because I’m worth it.