benzodiazepines

I’m so sick of everything. Last night I was trying to fix something and because I’m a useless piece of trash I ended up breaking the figure I was trying to fix. Now it’s not available in my country and I had to pay 71 candian dollars to import it from Canada which will take about 3 weeks or so, so 3 weeks without it great! My mother died of a heart attack, my dad’s got parkinson, my aunt has cancer and my uncle had a heart attack, I too am suffering from many diseases and I’m close to going back to university. The way I am feeling I can’t do shit. I should just give up and go somewhere where nothing will bother me, wish I could. Anyways the pressure was so much that I decided to take 1mg of clonazepam when I’m supposed to take 0.25 mg in cases I need it. I don’t know how bad that is but to be honest I don’t know what to do. If anyone can read this I’d appreciate it cause I feel like a complete loser who can’t get his life together

Anxiety Doc will not continue, more than 2 mths(approx),these types of meds, because of addiction issues. #Benzodiazepines #Anxiety #Addiction

Hi all i read online that lorazepam is prescribed only for short term periods but i been on it for almost 2 years? 😱😱 Can someone tell me if im a drug addict? Cos i can't sleep without it. 😢

Hi! I’ve been diagnosed with OCD, Eating Disorder, Panic Disorder and Depression from Complex Childhood Trauma. I’ve been prescribed anti-depressants and medications for sleep. I’m also on benzos Lorazepam and Alprazolam, and have been taking them for more than 1.5 years.

I’ve tried to control my anxiety to prevent taking to much of the benzos but this has only backfired. I try not to take them on days when I’ll be chilling or just relaxing but my panic attack and severe anxiety will go on for hours. Gradually, even if the anxiety reduces slightly over time, other symptoms like intrusive thoughts, twitching and mental fog will come up. I usually concede defeat and take the pills after a few hours.

I know I need them now (I’m going through a period of many stressors) but I don’t want to rely on them forever and I just want to know if anyone had similar experiences and don’t mind sharing? About the medication or experience with severe anxiety that is debilitating. Any tips or ideas will be much appreciated.

#PanicAttack #Anxiety #AnxietyDisorders #AnxietyDisorder #PanicDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveandRelatedDisorders #IntrusiveThoughts #Depression #EatingDisorders #complextrauma #CPTSD #Mentalillnessfeelslike #MentalHealth #PsychiatricMedication #Benzodiazepines

Just feel like I have no where to go with this pain and sadness. My bf my friends even my mum can’t say the right thing. My therapist tells me I need to find that love within. I know that but in the moment I want to self harm and feel desperately alone in this world 😢😢😢 please tell me I’m not actually alone
Also really really trying not to txt my boyfriend something antagonistic but really want more love from him 😢#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #PremenstrualDysphoricDisorder
#Selfharm #Benzodiazepines #Alcohol