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    #Vivid Dreaming

    I dream every night, in color, and very vivid and realistic. I remember my dreams when I wake up and for several hours later. Lately I’ve been dreaming about a loved one who is estranged from me. I see us laughing and having a wonderful time. When I wake up I am so sad that this dream cannot be my reality and my day starts out very sad. Does anyone else dream like this? #Depression #Dreaming #BPD #Bipolar 1

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    Day 3: Dreaming in the rain #ADHD #Leavingthehouse #Dreaming

    Today we only walked a little bit. It's raining cats and dogs.

    But even in de rain the pond is like a fairy tale pond.
    There's an amusement park, The Efteling, here in the Netherlands where fairy tales come to life. One of the most popular attractions is that of the Indian Waterlilies (written by Queen Fabiola of Belgium).

    I wonder if these waterlilies are star children, captured by an ugly witch with an amazing voice. Doomed forever to dance in the moonlight at midnight and be a beautiful lily by day.
    #ADHD #digitalart

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    WTF?? 😂

    It's even difficult connecting with people on this app. I am aware this is part of my journey. The loneliness. It must serve a much greater purpose. This is truly me lucid in a dream, trying to talk with dream characters who want nothing to do with reality. 😆🖤
    #Dissociative #lonely #Loneliness #BPD #Depression #Nofriends #Support #Love #Anxiety #Life #Dream #Dreaming #OCD #Society #socialized

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    Embracing derealization.

    The world and what is perceived as "real life" is but a dream. A waking dream. And I feel lucid most of the time within in. So much so that I have not been able to connect with others. It's like trying to talk to dream characters. I don't talk about these beliefs about the world with others. I go on like a normal human being would but I've noticed there's some unseen aversion towards me. Whether these people are conscious of it or not. I am not unpleasant, I am polite and considerate. But certain people just seem so resistant to being around me. They don't really just get up and leave but soon as I start speaking, I notice the defensiveness over their own personal beliefs. And we might not even be talking about their beliefs but it some how gets brought up. I feel as though they're afraid of seeing something that's actually real. Something that will trigger them awake too. The world around me constantly reminds me I'm dreaming. Especially when I start identifying with my pain, it's like something will occur and I'll stop and come back to the fact I'm dreaming. I still struggle a lot. I often feel alone and I kind of understand why but it still sucks. Does anyone else feel this??? 🤍
    #Derealization #Dissociative #Anxiety #Fear #dreams #Dreaming #embracing #Life

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    #BackPain #Anxiety #Dreaming of the beach as I lay here in a ton of scoliosis pain. Trying to maintain focus on my breathing but my mind keeps wandering to chocolate cake. Sometimes I try and soothe my pain with food... which probably not the best option. But, food can be therapeutic. Sometimes the price of indulgence is worth feeling uplifted inside 🤷🏼‍♀️ #Foodforthought


    Paranoid thoughts

    Do you ever wake up from a dream and feel paranoid about your surroundings? This might sound insane but my dreams have been like little premonitions. For example: I would dream about red lights being out and the next morning red lights were out. Another example: I dreamed that my car broke down. A couple days later my car broke down. Crazy right?! Well last night I dreamed and saw the number “13”. I feel paranoid today because I think it’s suppose to mean something negative. I work up this morning feeling so uneasy. I know I must sound crazy but it’s true. #Dreaming #Paranoia #Anxiety

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