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    Why Am I Not Good Enough

    Is it because I not willing to be an ass

    Is it because I am to nice of a person

    Is it because I am not societies definition of beautiful

    Is it because I play PlayStation

    Is it because I am not rich

    Is it because I have a mental illness

    Is it because I can talk to anyone

    Is it because I am a loser as you say

    Is it because I am so undesirable

    Is it because I am a dork

    Is it because I am a nerd

    Is it because I will probably soon have a criminal record

    Or it is something else entirely on you

    bipolartater.com/not-good-enough

    #MentalHealth

    #BipolarDisorder #Goodenough

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    July 8th..

    Well, today was the day. I am finally rid of you on paper, and I will no longer have your last name. You abused me in every way. You left me with so much trauma to deal with. So even though I am rid of you on paper, sadly not rid of you like I want to be. You destroyed the person I use to be, I allowed you to. Because I loved you. I loved you more than I loved myself.

    It’s insane to me how you could spend 8+ years with someone.. know them inside and out, go through so much shit, and then all in one day, turn to nothing. But that’s just it, I’ve always been nothing to you. And I’ve known that, I just wanted you to love me. I just wanted to be enough for you. You always told me how I made you feel loved, I just wanted to feel that way.

    But you had better things to focus on, which was you. You were taking care of you, I was taking care of you. Meanwhile no one was taking care of me. You made me hate who I was. You made me a nobody. You kept me from the people who loved me the most.

    In 8 years you made/gave me an alcoholic, anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, and WORST of all ptsd. For the love of GOD I should have put you in jail when I had the chance, but I loved you. And I forgave you. For everything.. that’s one of the hardest things to do is forgive someone who isn’t sorry.

    Now all I want is myself. I want my life back, I don’t want memories. But that’s all I’m stuck with. I will never be the person I was..

    I will now be better, stronger.
    I’m not sure how I’ll get through this. But I know I will. Because that’s all I know how to do is fight, and survive, except I’ll get to a point where I’ll be living NOT just surviving.

    One day you will no longer be in my thoughts, memories. The trauma you caused me will no longer control me. You’ll just fade away.

    Until then, I’ll keep fighting.

    #RapeSurvivors #PTSD #Anxiety #startingover #Divorced #movingforward #Trying #Goodenough

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    Give it time

    Some people act like/tell me they love me.. but they really don’t. I feel they only love the idea of me or what I can offer them.. otherwise they’d act like they love me even when they don’t want something… am I crazy for thinking that? Why do I get that vibe?

    Every time someone says they love me, I just say… give it time.

    #Anxiety #Goodenough #Depression #ChronicPain #ChronicIllness #ChronicMigraines #unwell #Music #Therapy #Love #afraid #Worried #HypothyroidismUnderactiveThyroidDisease #Endometriosis #PolycysticOvarySyndrome #Fibromyalgia #ilovethissong #newnormal #painandprayers

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    Are you afraid?

    Are you afraid that everything that has happened so far in your life isn’t what you will continue to be like/do? Are you afraid of falling in love? Are you afraid of living more than one person? Are you afraid of living? Are you afraid to speak your mind? Are you afraid of anything?

    #afraid #Anxiety #Fear #Goodenough #Music #ChronicIllness #ChronicMigraines #Endometriosis #PolycysticOvarySyndrome #HypothyroidismUnderactiveThyroidDisease #Fibromyalgia #Medicine #Hormones #warrior #newnormal

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    Happy Valentines Day

    Good Mornin loves, I hope your day is filled with happiness, love, and I wish you all the best. Know that you are loved. 💜❤️🥰
    #Happyvalentinesday #Goodmorning #crave #Anxiety #Depression #ChronicIllness #ChronicPain #Migraine #HypothyroidismUnderactiveThyroidDisease #Endometriosis #PolycysticOvarySyndrome #Stress #Goodenough #warrior #newnormal #notalone

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    #Goodenough

    Hello my #MightyTogether followers!! I thought you all could use some encouragement 💭 Know that you are enough even in your struggles - your life has value and your experiences matter! #CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #Depression #Anxiety #PTSD

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    What does a “good enough” person do?

    What qualities does a “good enough” person have? What do they do?

    I’m trying to build my self esteem and counter a deep rooted thought process but my brain is struggling 🤪 What do you think a good enough person looks like?

    I’ve got; generous, kind...

    #Goodenough #Positivity

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    Something to relate to #Goodenough #ChronicIllness

    I read this article this morning and it was just what I needed to hear!! "That’s the two-fold life of a woman with chronic illness; we still rock our dreams and goals and passions (and fashions) and we live many lives in one day.”- Leah Dunham

    www.foxnews.com/entertainment/lena-dunham-ehlers-danlos-synd...