Coping
Many of you know i got a rescue dog that didn't work out it was horrible that the adoption agency made me put down the Aggressive dog. I just lost my best friend if 14 years.ihe was a beautiful soul in February so i needed a replacement and my intention to save a animal failed. I was so distraught about what i did i drove directly to an animal shelter and adopted a dog directly but then i came home with a dog whose size scared my mom.
I let my brocken heart guide my blind decision and only saw what i wanted to see the dog would do fine i have a couple acres i had to save an animal after what i did. I had to return the dog to the shelter couldn't have my mom living in fear i felt like the biggest jerk in both instances i told these animals i would take care of them i feel i deceived both of them.
Now i think I'm not going to get a dog anymore the rescues becomes overprotective and even possessive and i started to think even the road to hell was paved by good intentions no matter what i did to make it right i ended up making it worse. Honestly i don't think i can handle this life without one i have no friends these animals keep me sane living in a insane condition.#MentalHealth #OCD #DegenerativeDiscDisease #MuscularDystrophy #MDD #ChronicPain #Fibromyalgia #RareDisease #Disability




