Daydream

I have a #Daydream where I find the right #Job and lose my #unemployment and work 40 hours a week. It sounds like a #nightmare because a 40 hour work week is #scary for me. It takes away so much time from #Selfcare and #Recovery that it brings me to a point of #tears .

I began to do the whole #comparing myself to others and #Wondering why I could not be like another. I truly feel #helpless whenever I become #jobless

It is difficult for me to find a #Job that can work with a #Disability and not feel #stigmitized by my #employer secretly. I feel like I am this cat in the photo, in my own #World where everything around me is just blowing up. It is not that I do not #Care anymore, but it is that there is only so much I can do. I might as well take normal pictures along the way and try to be as #normal in my #Abnormal world possible.

Perhaps a "vocational" center will be #helpfull in finding a #Career rather than just a job... But I do not know how much #Stigma exists. I suppose I am just #afraid and at the same time #Brave for keeping applying and trying.

Wish me #luck !

I always found the term ‘daydream’ funny. While it doesn’t have to only mean you have them during the day, it sounds silly to say you’re daydreaming at night.

Do you find yourself daydreaming? If so, what do you daydream about? I’ll start below ⬇️

#Upallnight #Insomnia #Anxiety #Sleep #SleepDisorders #Painsomnia #Depression #Daydream #Dream

Maybe it involves an activity you enjoy, a person you love or your favorite food. Whatever the case may be, tell us what your perfect day looks like — because sometimes getting lost in a daydream can be the distraction we need to take our minds what we're going through for a little while. 💭

#MightyMinute #DistractMe #Daydream #MentalHealth #ChronicIllness #ChronicPain #RareDisease #Disability #Parenting #Anxiety #Autism #Cancer #Depression