sleeplessnights

Tonight i'm crying. Before posting for the first time here, i was thinking a lot. It's really hard for me to share my emotions and be vulnerable. But tonight i'll try because it's too hard for me to handle alone...
My cat has been my only support for 14 years, but she's really sick. I'm so scared and i can't live without her. I always told myself "as long as my cat is alive, i will live too." but now my world is about to be crushed. I don't know what to do. I guess being able to write this makes my heart less heavy... 💭

I'll spend the night with my cat. Good night everyone and thanks for reading. 🌙

// english isn't my mothertongue, sorry for the mistakes #pet #petloss #Sadness #Depression #Loss #Cat #sleeplessnights

I am tired. And not sleeping again. I have to turn off my phone. Maybe that will help.

Have fun dear people. I'm going to try and find the secret behind the green bug 🤔😉🐞
#ADHD #Sleeplessnight

#Painsomnia has hit and I can’t sleep. So I’ve been snap chatting and listening to the crickets outside. #Pain #Insomnia #sleeplessnights

What do you do to keep yourself entertained and ignore the pain?

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I'm really having a hard time sleeping I can't remember the last time I had a good deep sleep. I tried taking sleeping pills hoping it can help me because I'm really frustrated my energy is draining my brain feels like has air inside. I bought 2 sleeping pills after taking the first pill it feels so weird because I feel dizzy I yawn my eyes are closing. But when I finally fell asleep I my thought is still running I fail to have a good deep sleep. Then I tried again two nights after the first pill hoping it will work as what it is supposed to do the feeling is just the same i even got a bad headache and my nightmare visits me again i wake up crying out load.

I just want to sleep i just need to sleep even just for one night. Im already draining myself.

#sleeplessnights #nightmare #sleepingpillsnotworking

I am lying in bed. It's dark. I am tired, but not very tired. I start to drift a bit and then, WHAM!!
My eyes pop open. My body begins to move. I only notice that it is 12:41 am once I am halfway out of bed!
There's nothing that I can do about that phone call that I meant to make before 5 pm ...now.
Arg!! I spent all day moving from one necessity to the next and that phone call slipped my mind! But at 20 til 1 in the morning, I can't sleep or rectify the issue. Grrrr.....Arg! Arggity-Arg-Arg- Arg!!!!

"Don't mind the crazy lady in the corner mumbling about stupid business hours and evil spells. She's a regular here. Harmless, but a regular."

#sleeplessnights #Anxiety #Depression #Upallnight