suicidality

It makes you feel like a burden on your loved ones. Family support groups are not so available in India. So as a result families don't get to know how to deal with the person with BPD, although they are there with all intention to help. But they fail most of the time to understand what the person with BPD is going through and what to tell and not to tell. So it affects the person with BPD. And as diagnosed with BPD I know how difficult it is to control oneself from attempting suicide and self harming. I am self-harming from a very young age(when I was 10 years old). I have attempted suicide before. Two times. I was 20 years old then. I got diagnosed with BPD few days back when I'm 26. I don't know if it's already too late or not. Suicidal thoughts and urges are there. I'm fighting with it all the time. I know I won't get much help from my family. And I also don't have friends who will understand BPD. Most of them left because of my anger or I pushed them away. A typical BPD trait. My only hope is my therapist and maybe myself. It is really hard to exist with BPD and as an add I've Major Depressive Disorder and severe anxiety. Only GOD can help me I guess. I wish anyone suffering from any mental health issue gets treated and gets all the support they need. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BPD #SuicideAttempt #suicidality #treatment #suffering #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Anxiety

Hey family. So, I’m suddenly very suicidal. It’s because I’m facing homelessness again in the next week. I’ve been job hunting for a month straight. My cell is kinda broken in that most numbers can’t get through or leave voicemails so my best friend Rebecca is gonna help me with getting a prepaid phone and number to help. But I’m freaking out. Any support- please. I need to vent or talk or laugh or find a job and some hope. Message me or reply here. Thanks guys. You’re amazing.
Holly #suicidality #itsalwayssomething

Sharing a personal piece that I wrote. sojo.net/articles/dangerous-things-christians-say-depressed-people

I have suffer with #BipolarDepression , #MajorDepressiveDisorder #extreme anxiety #suicidality #sad #GAD #PTSD #Neuropathy #sciatica

Anyway, I’d been doing great and then all of a sudden out of nowhere boom I’m hit with depression for no reason. Has this happened to anyone else and do you have any advice on what to do to help?

I have been suicidal in the past. My brother used drugs to cope with this situation. Now he is an addict and have sex with strangers while being hiv positive. I want to help, but I can't because he isn't ready to let go of his addiction and erratic behavior. I feel guilty. If it wasn't for my suicidal thoughts and actions, maybe he would have been fine. Has anyone experience this and how did you deal with it? Thanks

Having a chronic pain illness seriously exacerbates mental health issues. Life becomes incredibly difficult when it feels like there is war erupting physically, mentally and emotionally. I've come too far and overcome way too much to give up now. Don't you give up either. There is always a way for things to get better, no matter how slow the process may take. Go at your own pace and respect yourself. ♡

#Fibromyalgia #CFS #ChronicPain #degerativediscdisease #chronicheadache #chronickneepain #Depression #Bipolar #BPD #sensorysensitivity #suicidality #Isolation #Irritability #Hope