Disasociativedisorder

It happened. I don't know anything about anything now because I can't trust anyone or anything. I'm not even sure if it's me writing this. I didn't know it existed, but it's unmistakable now and I'm fucking terrified.... I just realized, for the first time in my entire life, that I really do have another personality inside. Omg... I'm more fucked up than I knew. I feel like there really isn't any hope for me. Wtf do I now? I'm so ashamed and devastated.... and I don't understand any of this. Once I post this everyone will know but I don't care anymore. #Disasociativedisorder #Anxiety #TraumaticBrainInjury #PTSD #Depression #SuicidalThoughts

So I haven’t seen my girlfriend who has DID in like 2 weeks and it’s been hard because I miss her so much. I’m always there for her and often times keep my needs to myself along with hurt emotions because I don’t want her to stress. The thing that hurts is that she’ll be so loving for a couple weeks and then just ignore me or just have real short responses when I text. She barely said anything to me all day and when I try to talk to her she says “sorry I don’t feel like it’s (name) right now.” So it feels like shit that I continue to get ignored and she just says it’s because it’s not her. Can anyone that has DID please let me know if this is ok and do you find yourself ignoring the person you’re in a relationship with? I’ve tried to get answers to other questions in the past and I really don’t get many people answering buy I appreciate the people that do. And does anyone know if there’s a support group for people in a relationship with people with DID please? Thank you very much!

#DID #Disasociativedisorder #Relationships