allalone

I joined a small church plant a few months ago, but I'm ready to quit. Even in this tiny church, I can't find a way to break through their closed community. I have tried to connect, but it isn't happening. They're not bad people or even intentionally exclusive. I just think they have known each other a long time and newcomers are irrelevant. I can't take it. It's one thing to be lonely when I'm alone and quite another when I have to watch the affection and fellowship among those with whom I felt some stake. I just can't... #Isolation #churchfamily #allalone

I am tired. I am too tired to talk about it, other than to say I hate being the oldest "go-to" person.
I am weary.
Please send hugs to boost my day.
Thank you❣

Why did he say he'd be there when he bounced at my real for real breakdown. How does one get off this runaway train of emotions? #allalone

Sitting inside room full of people who are talking, laughing, and living life. I watch them all, like an outsider who is floating above rather than being a part of it. I feel so alone, because they do not understand why I am not joining them. #Depression #allalone

#CheckInWithMe

I had to break the cycle of abuse. In doing so, I lost my family. #EmotionalAbuse #verbalabuse #allalone

lonely, misunderstood, #sadistirering #InNeedof CuddlesSnugglesnHugs #PlatonicHealthyHealingTouch is a need not a want. Studies show babies not held, touched are smaller, weaker and sickly. Nursing Homes see similar affects with elderly with no one who visit. I probably should volunteer again at a nursing home, satisfyingly to help. In giving I receive yet I don’t give to receive. Giving without expectation of anything in return. #Givinganonymouslyisthebestmedicine #Servicetoallwhoaresufferingorinneed