What do you do when your brain still screams? Before you may have known why…or what it was screaming.
Now though, it’s…blurred. It’s static and still at the same time. There is a block between you and whatever it is.
When you look at the block it’s just plain grey. But you can see a little of what’s behind the block, it glows in different colors and you can tell there is an alarm sounding behind the block.
Your heart skips a beat. Your brain…you can tell something is wrong yet you cannot figure out what it is.
The Doctors say that you are fine and everything will continue to get better after the #ECT with time.
…you don’t feel fine. At least before you knew what it was. Now there is just a big grey block between you and what it is. Your body picks up on it but you…can’t.