keepmovingforward

This is a good reminder for today and every day. It's so difficult to see the light at the end of the darkness and lately I just feel stuck. Stuck in the past and past hurts, stuck in the present because I feel like I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going, and stuck in the future because there's things I want for myself that just seem far fetched. It's hard to hold on to that hope that things will get better, that things will look brighter.Each step is a step forward no matter how small and sometimes that's hard to focus on and remind myself of. But here's to holding on and moving forward little by little.
#Life #Upsanddowns #Anxiety #Depression #Hope #keepmovingforward

Today may seem impossible, but there is always tomorrow; a new day. Give life a chance. #Depression #Anxiety #SuicidalIdeation National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 800-273-8255

#Laugh #thinkhappythoughts #happy #Motivated #keepgoing

Sometimes you have to add a little humor to serious situations. In my case, I have found it is the best way to push myself in a direction of healing when something traumatic occurs. I would much rather find a little something to smerk, smile, grin, chuckle, giggle, or laugh about than having nothing at all.

I often worry about things that do not ever occur. Then there are times where a large change occurs and I find myself nerve-racking for days. But a little bit of humor goes a long way. Just like the photo of #MeleniaTrump , it reminds me about taking a political situation and make jokes. I take jokes from both sides. Being too serious causes big problems for people, especially myself.

I am feeling pretty good tonight. It is 11:20pm on 10/19/2020. Where ever you are at this time, I hope you are well. Whatever time you read this, I pray you are doing well. I hope that tomorrow you have a fantastic day. I hope tonight you #Sleep well. Add a little laugh to your night or your day, and #keepmovingforward .

At this #time last year I started having high pitched noises in my ears, my skull felt tingly and hot like it was #onfire , and #Brainzaps in my head and neck, and feeling like electricity was going down my spine. I thought I was #Crazy because no one can hear, feel or see what was happening and debilitating #mylife . 2 MRI's done on 12/27/19 I get the call from my neurologist. No pinched nerve, no m.s. Two #brainanurisyms . Both need surgery. I ask my neurosurgeon if the symptoms I've been having aren't anurisym related then #wtf is it?? #anxiety #stressresponsemode #fightorflight
3/6/20 I had a full #Crainiotomy afraid to touch my head or look at myself or ask for help. My first surgery in my life was #BrainSurgery . The photo here is Miracle who stood by me, or pulled me, so I'd #NeverGiveUp . Second surgery was 7/23/20. Anxiety #savedmylife even though it was due to working non-stop as a counselor with #peoplewhousedrugs and training thousands on how to #savealife from #opioidoverdose with #Naloxone but I never took time to care for me, I gave it away. My anxiety is better, still sucks daily but not like before. Except for today, it was a replay of #Healing and of #hurting . #Miracle , once again pulled me through, and I didn't fight her.
I fought anxiety. And won.

Today I completed and submitted my application for housing assistance. Im very anxious about the outcome of this process. This is the start of something new and scary for me. I need a new place to stay and im hoping that this nonprofit called The Arc of NC will grant me a place for me and my wonder pets to live in peace. My current living situation is very toxic and this new place would really be a blessing. Fingers crossed! #freshstart #hopeful #thankful #keepmovingforward #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression #Anxiety #MentalHealth #MentalHealthHero #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder

I lost everything last year, I was homeless and not knowing if I would survive. it wasn't just me, my kids lost everything also. Divorce isn't easy. My depression and anxiety clearly showed on my face. :( #Divorce #keepbreathing

I will not give up! :)

Keep this with you for weekend scaries. We’ve got this, guys. #FridayFeels #keepmovingforward #fightingeachday #MightyU