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#finishing what I was writing oh my purse is just sitting on the couch but my wallet is missing we have looked over the whole house by my husband‘s computer sometimes he takes it their to get a number but he puts it rhight back not anywhere around I asked God and prayer to please help me find it pointed out to me or tell me where it could be I gave it to him in faith because I believe in him because I know every bone in my body and spirit is with him and if anybody can tell me where it’s at it’s God a put it in his hands my husband went to bed and said oh maybe tomorrow I’ll remember I don’t want it from my husband to look around again I believe in God and my faith I gave it to him he will let me know by tomorrow where it’s at if it left this house or if he accidentally threw it away I will now by the faith in God is a good God.
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for the last few days I haven’t been feeling good I’ve been feeling depressed and tonight I’m feeling really depressed and down I went to my purse to find my wallet to get something out of it and my wallet wasn’t in there. My husband sometimes goes in my wallet to get one of my cards out of it to use on the computer to buy some thing or to get a number off some thing but he usually puts back. I went to the doctors office about three weeks ago and they asked for my Medicare card I gave it to them actually my husband gave it to them because he had it and then he gave it back to me to put it in my wallet and I put it back in my purse when I went back to see the doctor he was holding my purse my phone and when I came out I didn’t have to pay anything so I just came out and we got in the car and left and came home and I haven’t been in my wallet then actually I’m wrong I did go on my Wallet one time to look for an account Number for my Visa card because I needed it and I looked in my wallet didn’t see it so I put my wallet back in my purse and I had to call to get my account number they sent it by mail he brought it to me and I just stuck the whole envelope in my purse I did not know if I saw the wallet in there I don’t remember but my checkbook was in there because I just took it out we have search the whole house and we cannot find my wallet my wallet has everything in it there is a picture of my son when they took his first picture in the hospital that I gave to my father he died from cancer when he was 52 sorry 53 and he wrote behind there my sons name and when he was born and he put it in his wallet when he passed away my mom gave it back to me and that’s the last thing I have part of my father is that writing behind my son‘s picture and that’s killing me my wallet that means I lost a big part of me If my wallet is not found. I hardly ever take my wallet out of my purse because I do not go anywhere but the doctor because I’m agoraphobia and I do not go outside I do not go to any other stores or anything my husband buys everything and brings at home I walk with the Walker because I have a bad knee can barely walk on it I need surgery but I won’t get it because I had surgery on the other one and they messed it up so really I have two bad knees my whole life is messed up I have anxiety PTSD the depression and I can’t i’m like yes I’ve been living like this for 10 years the only way I have made it this far is because of God he has been holding me up and he will not let me fall he is helping me to get through all of this now I’m so upset and I can’t find that wallet when my Purse just sits on the couch right across from me where I said I really don’t do anything because of my knees and if I use it my wallet I walk right back over and put it in there’s no place for me to go I do not take it in the bathroom I do not to take it in my room do not take any where else I never take it out of my purse and less I need some thing in me sittig