Been Feeling Okay For A While - Am I Actually Disordered?
I've been feeling reasonably at peace for a few weeks now.
Whenever I feel this way, it makes me wonder if I actually am disordered or if I had just been going through bad spells before.
I feel like there isn't much to update on. I can't say I'm super happy, but I'm contented and at peace.
Anxious Attachments, FPs, & Being Too Reactive
I'm having issues with getting too attached to people, even when I think I'm not.
I suppose I do tend to "favourite" certain people. It's not fun.
They usually tend to be very emotionally unavailable.
If someone tells me that they're busy all the time, it makes me think I'm a nuisance and should just leave them alone.
I have minor examples of "splitting" them as well.
I don't usually lash out, but I say very passive-aggressive things that I later regret. It's always rooted in me feeling like I'm an annoyance.
I just came out of a very strong anxious attachment to someone earlier in the year.
I wouldn't wish it on anyone. The lows are so agonizing that the highs aren't worth the pain.
#DependentPersonalityDisorder #Anxiety #AnxietyAttack #Anxiousattachment #FearOfAbandonment #personalitydisorder #Favouriteperson
Seeing Beyond The Label: 'Addiction:'
Real Inner Healing
I can’t leave me house.. because of my depression and anxiety. I’m tired of being alone. my friends never want to hang out with me.. I just wanna be happy. I want to go out and get a gf. But I just can’t pull my shit together. I play guitar and sing because it used ti make me feel better. But all I write is sad songs and no one wants to hear that all the time.. Nothing is really keeping me happy anymore. I’m jealous of people who can just talk all the time and that are genuinely happy.. I’m fucked up and don’t know what to do anymore.. I can’t hold a conversation to save my life.. I think I’m a cool dude I don’t think I’m ugly… idk wtf is wrong with me. It seems no one wants to give me a chance
Writing out my thoughts 💭
I’m new here!
We’ll kind of new. I redownloaded the app after not using for a while. Hello! I’m a 29 year old phlebotomy student who struggles with some mental health disorders and wishes to connect with other people who can relate. I’m diagnosed with Bipolar II, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety, Dermatillomania, ADD - Inattentive, and I also have a math learning disorder call Dyscalculia. I have struggled extensively with self harm and suicidal ideation, and have had periods of substance abuse. I used to struggle with Anorexia Nervosa but now it’s flipped to Binge Eating disorder. I have experience with being inpatient at psychiatric hospitals and residential eating disorder treatments centers. It’s weird being so transparent and vulnerable with my diagnoses but I hope to find a community here.
#personalitydisorder #PTSD #BipolarDisorder #Bipolar2Disorder #ADHD #BipolarDepression #BingeEatingDisorder #EatingDisorders #Selfharm #Dyscalculia #SubstanceAbuse #Anxiety #Dermatillomania #Depression
Poetry page!
Does being around and interacting with a group and crowds drain you?
I attended on-site uni today , after some time . It was a sort of casual day filled with music and stuff. I was excited to meet my best friend and well my group of friends and nice earthlings. Nothing bad happened and the day went smoothly, but towards the end of the day I started feeling drained and when I finally made it home I started feeling anxious. I still feel anxious and mentally exhausted and on edge like the crowd just drained all my positivity from my brain . This seems so stupid but I hope others can relate to this 🥺 #BPD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #MentalHealth #personalitydisorder
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