I'm having issues with getting too attached to people, even when I think I'm not.
I suppose I do tend to "favourite" certain people. It's not fun.
They usually tend to be very emotionally unavailable.
If someone tells me that they're busy all the time, it makes me think I'm a nuisance and should just leave them alone.
I have minor examples of "splitting" them as well.
I don't usually lash out, but I say very passive-aggressive things that I later regret. It's always rooted in me feeling like I'm an annoyance.
I just came out of a very strong anxious attachment to someone earlier in the year.
I wouldn't wish it on anyone. The lows are so agonizing that the highs aren't worth the pain.
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