suicide signs

After my parents died a little more than a year ago a part of me died too. I have a wonderful husband who works in Saudi. I am Bipolar and have BPD. My daugter the same. I am just proud how strong she has #become . My son on the other is a full blown #narsissit and has traits of #psycopath . I' m living in hell and do not know if I will ever be happy. He ruince everyone. But knows how to be the perfect son for 3 whole weeks while dad is here. # narsissist and #manipulater #Suicide is starting to seem the only way I out. I dont think my husband really understand how bad it is with my son. This is no life anymore

I feeling the overwhelming urge to runaway and hide or just end it all so I don’t have to deal with the pain!! Since my last attempt in October my relationship with my BF has changed, my husband and daughter are scared all the time, and my brothers don’t talk to me much. My parents died within 3 months of each other!! #PTSD #MajorDepressiveDisorder #ADHD #ChronicObstructivePulmonaryDisease #SuicideSurvivor #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #SuicideSigns

#SuicideSigns the rollercoaster of depression and suicidal thoughts.
I’ve noticed that the suicidal thought vary in intensity and types. Sometimes it’s... I don’t want to live, wish I was never born, wanting to stop all the pain (physical and mental), wanting to feel a release like possibly cutting.
anyone else experience this roller coaster? #Suicide #Depression

I just lost a good friend from suicide. I am not 100% sure why I am here, but I have no idea what to do or how to feel. I am recovering from #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder, so I know way too well what it means to be afraid of being left behind...and now this fear has become concrete in the most horrific way possible. If anyone has any suggestions on how to deal with such a loss, please let me know. Thank you

#BPD #MentalHealth #Suicide #SuicideSigns #SuicidePrevention #Pain

Hi. Are you struggling today? Please vent with me. Are you having a bad day? I’m here for you today. Please. I’m having a bad day but I want to help somebody #Suicide #Depression #DepressionSymptoms #SuicideSigns #SuicideIdeation #Anxiety

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Every day is a struggle to stay alive, I find myself constantly looking for reasons not to just end it all. I envy people smiling on the street or in the market or even at the gas station and wonder why they can’t feel my pain, why should I suffer all by myself. I just want, for just one day, to not feel worthless, to not have to pretend to be ‘normal’ to not crave the pain I get from self harm, to not lie in bed for hours trying to get up, to not want to die, to be a happy child.

I don’t think I can hold on anymore. This time I’m serious. I’ve never felt such a strong connection to kill myself. I don’t think I’ll be here tomorrow... I’m not saying this for attention. I jus can’t anymore .. all this ... to much for me. #MoodDisorders #Depression #lonely #Anxiety #SuicideSigns #Suicide #Lifestyle #DiedBySuicide #sad #IfYouFeelHopeless

I am actually suicidal. But when I say I want to die, it’s usually followed by “same”. No. Not the same. Memes have turned suicide into a joke and when someone is actually in need of help, it not taken seriously. #petpeeve #Stigma #SuicideSigns